Failed Attempt #1

[existtoexit]

I took a Benzodiazepine pill mixture and it failed. I stayed alive and ended up in a psychiatric unit. No damage was done, and I hate it, I want to die so badly. Why does my body refuse?

 

[UKscotty]

See it as an opportunity to learn and improve for next time. Try not to beat yourself up.

There are plenty of megathreads here with easy reliable methods. Take some time to read and research them.

Good luck whatever you decide.

 

[divinemistress36]

What was the benzo mixed with? Benzos by themselves aren't deadly

 

[lnlybnny]

this method isn't really reliable :/ sorry you found out the hard way. i myself would have done something impulsively before entering this site, but on the mega threads i've learned quite a lot and will probs go with sn

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful what you went through, I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, it's so cruel how we cannot just choose to easily die in peace. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[Chelsea Leng]

how long do you think it'll take for you to be released from psychiatric unit?

 

[ManWithNoName]

That must be really dreadful what you went through, I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, it's so cruel how we cannot just choose to easily die in peace. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

Exactly. I saw a documentary about Dignitas in Switzerland, and I envy those who were approved and can afford such a service.

 

[existtoexit]

What was the benzo mixed with? Benzos by themselves aren't deadly

Benadryl, Tylenol Pm, cough syrup, synthroid, zonegran, Prozac, and vvyanse

how long do you think it'll take for you to be released from psychiatric unit?

A week.

 

[whocaresreally]

Benadryl, Tylenol Pm, cough syrup, synthroid, zonegran, Prozac, and vvyanse

A week.

none of those are a benzodiazepine

 

[cryingwithkira]

I took a Benzodiazepine pill mixture and it failed. I stayed alive and ended up in a psychiatric unit. No damage was done, and I hate it, I want to die so badly. Why does my body refuse?

i'm sorry i can only imagine having to go through that

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I took a Benzodiazepine pill mixture and it failed. I stayed alive and ended up in a psychiatric unit. No damage was done, and I hate it, I want to die so badly. Why does my body refuse?

If you're interested in Ods then u have to read the PPeH and these threads are helpful, too. I'm sorry you're suffering so much.

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[Meteora]

Exactly. I saw a documentary about Dignitas in Switzerland, and I envy those who were approved and can afford such a service.

It is 99,9% percent of people who are old and/or terminally ill. People with mental health issues have almost no chance. Especially not, if they're young. I m 45 and they still consider me too young, lol.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Exactly. I saw a documentary about Dignitas in Switzerland, and I envy those who were approved and can afford such a service.

"Assisted suicide" is only possible when you're almost dead naturally but it's nothing to prevent suffering people have to go through. In the end it's even a question of money whether you are "allowed" to end your personal suffering or not.

 

[existtoexit]

none of those are a benzodiazepine

I forgot to add midazolam or nasal seizure spray.

"Assisted suicide" is only possible when you're almost dead naturally but it's nothing to prevent suffering people have to go through. In the end it's even a question of money whether you are "allowed" to end your personal suffering or not.

Seriously! I go to college and it didn't matter to rush when my underage roommate was drinking but the second I was called about almost being dead, they came in less then 5 minutes. It's truly a matter of money to the government, no matter what way you see it, they want you to stay alive to pay off debt and taxes. It's truly sad how our economy works.