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natali4
Student
- May 24, 2021
- 147
@humanhuman I really appreciate you, but I don't want to be saved, I just want support to leave...
I just took 30mg meto
I just took 30mg meto
natali4
Student
- May 24, 2021
- 147
No, why?
I have been fasting for almost 18 hours now.
WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,431
natali4
Student
- May 24, 2021
- 147
I'm not sure, you can read the thread, we didn't have any private conversation.
I can understand your frustration with not ctb as I've been kicking myself everytime I've set a date and then not following thru the next day is just dread and doom. For me anyway. Today I tried od on fentanyl and I guess it wasnt enough but I do still have more i just thought it wouldnt fail at the amount I already took....ugh life sucks
natali4
Student
- May 24, 2021
- 147
So the final step left is SN. I prepared two glasses. One with crushed propranolol and one without. I'm getting sweaty, I don't know if it is because of the the propranlol I took earlier or because I am nervous
WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,431
Probably nervous. I don't want to help soothe your worries because I don't want to come across as encouraging suicide. That being said, if you're too nervous to right now, it is not your time to go.
onlyanimalsaregood
Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
- Mar 11, 2022
- 1,329
I'm so sorry natali that life got you to this point 
It's really unfair. I hope you reconsider but I wish you the best whatever happens.
It's really unfair. I hope you reconsider but I wish you the best whatever happens.Just because you're going doesn't mean you have to be alone. We're here for you Natali.
T90-Alpha
Hopeless
- Apr 21, 2022
- 139
WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,431
I hope, that if you did go through with it, it was the right decision. Maybe we'll meet on the other side 
An extended water fast helps us to have the utmost spiritual and mental clarity.
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
They said they would delete SS and remove the browser history so maybe they did so. If you're still here i wish you the best.
WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,431
We'll all love you no matter what decision you make. I wish you and all of us didn't have to suffer so much every single day.
I really sincerely hope that you find all the peace and happiness and comfort that you deserve, no matter whatever you decide. I wish only the best for you.
Worndown
Illuminated
- Mar 21, 2019
- 3,661
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
Lullaby
🌙
- Mar 9, 2022
- 682
I was holding off on saying anything, but I guess you're really gone. From what you've said, I know you were in a lot of pain and tired, so I really hope you're resting easy now.
RIP friend. I'll miss you and miss chatting with you. Hope you're at peace, comfortable and happy.
natali4
Student
- May 24, 2021
- 147
I'm really touched by all your messages, but I failed my ctb. I have been in a dark place last few days, and didn't have the courage to come back and post anything. I'm sorry I feel like I should say more or explain more, but I feel embarrassed and a complete failure. Too weak to live or die. I can't express how much I appreciate you all!
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Jred
Sadness covers me like a blanket.
- Apr 26, 2022
- 33
Hey, don't feel embarrassed. We're all here, reading your post because for one reason or another we haven't been successful either, a lot of us still out of fear. I'm glad you feel in a better place to update.
eLdus
Member
- Apr 9, 2022
- 73
There's no judgement here. Many of us don't have the courage to even try. You have nothing to be ashamed of.
I was wondering about you. Mate don't feel bad or embarrassed for not taking your life. I'm personally glad to see you are still alive. I was worried that maybe you had gone and it didn't sit right with me for some reason. Listen I hope your life turns around and you find a way to live in happiness
How to die, when to die is doomed, I can only say that your time has not come! Maybe you will die of old age~ let it be
English is not my native language, I use google translate
