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TimeTraveling4

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I have to wait for so long just to CTB. I ordered meto from a shady online pharmacy and it's going to take 10-21 days for my meds to get to me. I also wanted to obtain ondansetron for my protocol but I don't want to have to wait any longer than I need to.

Why is procuring everything you need to CTB so difficult. I originally came to this decision at the beginning of August but I'm still here a month later. It just gets worse and worse.
 
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We are in the same boat. I hope you'll find peace.
 
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unluckysadness said:
We are in the same boat. I hope you'll find peace.
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I joined this site May of last year. I left because I thought things would've gotten better. They didn't. Now that I finally set my mind to CTB, it's a whole process… I really wish I had access to guns. What's your story? I've read tidbits of it but not everything, I believe you got approved for assisted suicide in Switzerland?
 
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