ctb tonight

[Doombox]

I'm really touched by all your messages, but I failed my ctb. I have been in a dark place last few days, and didn't have the courage to come back and post anything. I'm sorry I feel like I should say more or explain more, but I feel embarrassed and a complete failure. Too weak to live or die. I can't express how much I appreciate you all!

No judgement here, only wanting the best for you. Say or explain only what you are comfortable with, but know that we understand. Cbt is one of the most difficult things a person can try to do.

 

[Glowarm]

I'm really touched by all your messages, but I failed my ctb. I have been in a dark place last few days, and didn't have the courage to come back and post anything. I'm sorry I feel like I should say more or explain more, but I feel embarrassed and a complete failure. Too weak to live or die. I can't express how much I appreciate you all!

You don't have to explain or say more, say as much or as little as you feel comfortable. Sorry you're in that dark place. I wouldn't wish that on anyone.
And also, you're not a failure. Failing to ctb does not make one a failure, I speak from experience.