Method catching that bus! [SN tonight]

[trynacbt]

Heart rate quick but not scary. A bit of a nausea sensation but totally bearable

 

[BPD_LE]

We're here ❤

 

[trynacbt]

Almost scared nothing is happening haha. But am listening to calming music
I am so grateful for my life.

 

[Moon Flower]

<3 Safe travels

 

[trynacbt]

I hope I can be forgiven by those I love

 

[Dystopia]

Sorry I'm late back; I'm glad it's going smoothly so far. Sending love

 

[zeroambition]

Still here

 

[less than]

We'll missing you really in this community.

 

[trynacbt]

Feeling thirsty... weird. Nothing more than that. This really is peaceful. Are y'all sure it's gonna kill me?

 

[SpecialK]

Feeling thirsty... weird. Nothing more than that. This really is peaceful. Are y'all sure it's gonna kill me?

Give it some times. It's only been a few minutes.

Listen calming music, don't stress.

 

[trynacbt]

I'm so glad I didn't vomit.

 

[realjunes]

Feeling thirsty... weird. Nothing more than that. This really is peaceful. Are y'all sure it's gonna kill me?

Were you able to consume the whole amount without problem? Bless you.

 

[trynacbt]

Were you able to consume the whole amount without problem? Bless you.

Yes, in 3 sips or so. It definitely felt a bit like trying to chug alcohol freshman year of college.
Feeling more sedated now. Limbs heavy.

 

[less than]

We're still here.

 

[Dystopia]

I'm so glad I didn't vomit.

Assuming you've ingested a lethal amount by now; couldn't see from your post how much you took.

Some of the symptoms you posted seem common for SN. Have you tried just getting up a little (still in bed)? Normally people feel faint from that which could be an indication it's working.

Hoping you're still feeling okay

 

[trynacbt]

Assuming you've ingested a lethal amount by now; couldn't see from your post how much you took.

Some of the symptoms you posted seem common for SN. Have you tried just getting up a little (still in bed)? Normally people feel faint from that which could be an indication it's working.

Hoping you're still feeling okay

I still don't feel faint, no , though I took 20g...

 

[Meretlein]

I still don't feel faint, no , though I took 20g...

It can take awhile to lose consciousness. The first SN suicide I saw took 30 mins.

We will be here until the end for you.

 

[trynacbt]

Fuck if this doesn't kill me then I am Wonder Woman

It can take awhile to lose consciousness. The first SN suicide I saw took 30 mins.

We will be here until the end for you.

Okay. Thank you. I'm a little anxious but mostly just making jokes.
Definitely drowsy now

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

Fuck if this doesn't kill me then I am Wonder Woman

Okay. Thank you. I'm a little anxious but mostly just making jokes.

You already are for making it so far hun. We are with you.

 

[trynacbt]

I love you all. Thank you for being here with me. I can't imagine how lonely my mother's ctb was and I am so grateful that I have this place , these people

 

[Dystopia]

Maybe just try and relax and focus on the music you're listening to. Time will go by quicker and you'll drift off soon enough :) It's really nice of you to spend your final moments posting here

 

[trynacbt]

Going to try to sleep now. Can confirm this was peaceful. Now I pray I will not be found until morning. Goodbye. Good luck.

 

[Lethe]

You've been such a trooper, good night.

 

[Meretlein]

Going to try to sleep now. Can confirm this was peaceful. Now I pray I will not be found until morning. Goodbye. Good luck.

Rest well.

 

[Moon Flower]

Good night dear friendo <3

 

[Dystopia]

Going to try to sleep now. Can confirm this was peaceful. Now I pray I will not be found until morning. Goodbye. Good luck.

Rest easy, you will be missed

 

[zeroambition]

Rest in peace

 

[less than]

@trynacbt goodbye friend
and thank you for your being here

 

[TVtrays]

Rest well. I wish you the best

 

[TiredOfLife95]

Addio amica mia