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Wreck-it-Riley

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It doesn't sound like what you really want to hear, but maybe her being on the other side is a blessing? you are as close to them as you can be, for your own comfort. Not truely alone. And if, should something happen, you need to call out, they are right there. A little low music for white noise might help with the sounds, or a fan if you can.
 
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Jean4

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Are you ok?
 
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I'm okay. Scheduled my messages. Gonna take ibuprofen now
 
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Wreck-it-Riley

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Thank you for keeping us updated.
 
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Feeling so much calmer after my anti anxiety. Highly recommend.
 
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@trynacbt I'm sad that you want to go tonight.Your goodbye post is really touching my heart. Your writing is full warmth and full of love for your family. I can relate with so much things. My family is even the reason why I'm stick here on life. I wish you all the best whatever you want to do. I know it's your choice. I'll really missing your posts. You know we are here for you :heart:
 
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trynacbt

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Meto taken. No added effects.
People out here following me when I'm about to ctb.

You do know that clicking follow here does not mean you are getting closer to the bus? x) :heart:

My 5 min of fame.
 
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Actually I would sleep at this time and would that be that case tonight I had seen your thread only in a few hours :aw:
 
Jean4

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Meto taken. No added effects.
People out here following me when I'm about to ctb.

You do know that clicking follow here does not mean you are getting closer to the bus? x) :heart:

My 5 min of fame.
Awww. You were famous before this :)
 
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Smooth sailing. I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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Tagamet tastes gross !
 
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How are you feeling?
 
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Here for support <3
 
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trynacbt

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I made so much damn noise and a mess making this SN drink that if no one is up by now, I think I'll be in the clear .

Sure thing is that I am not a chemist

There is some clumping at the bottom I'm a little worried about but I think it should be fine? Drinking in 10min
 
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It takes a fairly large volume of water to dissolve it all. Swirl it a bit to try to dissolve as much as you can.
 
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I hope you'll have no pain.
 
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May you have a peaceful journey.
 
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It takes a fairly large volume of water to dissolve it all. Swirl it a bit to try to dissolve as much as you can.
Added more water and that worked. Thank you so.
Putting the bookmark of my mother from her memorial over my chest as I go. May I find her soon.
 
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Just chugged . Like salt water
Feeling nothing yet. A bit of a burn at the back of the throat
 
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