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thanks you two
i feel like. if im not anxious then it means I'm not gonna take take the dose of SN at the end. ill just see tho, i don't wanna dwell on it and the time is going fast
happy my stomach is quiet now

i was gonna wear light pink trackies but, i changed to black sweats since they might be visible in the night. i expect it to be very dark so gonna rely on phone flashlight and way of memory (grew up here)
now im wearing full black everything except shoes
btw this might very quickly turn into suicide by magpies (joke joke)
 
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FuneralCry

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I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best of luck in your plans.
 
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I hope you manage to find the eternal peace and freedom you desire!🩷
 
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CloudyNightSky

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thanks you two
i feel like. if im not anxious then it means I'm not gonna take take the dose of SN at the end. ill just see tho, i don't wanna dwell on it and the time is going fast
happy my stomach is quiet now

i was gonna wear light pink trackies but, i changed to black sweats since they might be visible in the night. i expect it to be very dark so gonna rely on phone flashlight and way of memory (grew up here)
now im wearing full black everything except shoes
btw this might very quickly turn into suicide by magpies (joke joke)
Yeah I heard you guys have A LOT of magpies. All black seems good. I think almost all of my clothing is black and don't get lost in the middle of the night xd it's pretty unlikely but still-
 
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hehe don't worry. im scared about waking up an angry sleeping magpie. and they're partially black so gonna be so scary...
im walking through the reset instructions on my pc
pretty boring last task
 
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fancifulfate

You were my reason for living
Dec 22, 2023
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I have SN and reglan and plan to CTB soon. Best of luck to you and I hope you get the eternal rest and peace you desire. I'm sorry life couldn't have worked out in a way that was manageable.
 
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CloudyNightSky

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hehe don't worry. im scared about waking up an angry sleeping magpie. and they're partially black so gonna be so scary...
im walking through the reset instructions on my pc
pretty boring last task
Just pretend you're also a magpie. I mean both of you are in all black outfits so-
Yeah this task kinda sucks hope it doesn't take that long
 
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it's done. i feel kinda ripped apart seeing my whole desktop just gone and all my files t-t
im listening to music now and now im crying
but tear stained face feels nice. feels glossy
 
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it's done. i feel kinda ripped apart seeing my whole desktop just gone and all my files t-t
im listening to music now and now im crying
but tear stained face feels nice. feels glossy
Lots of hugs. Are you sure you want to go through with it. I mean you don't have to rush things or smth. I'll light a candle for you. hope you can calm down soon and feel a bit better <3
 
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Lots of hugs. Are you sure you want to go through with it. I mean you don't have to rush things or smth. I'll light a candle for you. hope you can calm down soon and feel a bit better <3
im happy to go now. it's ok i don't feel pressured or anything. thx a lot for the concern....
it's a cloudy night sky outside <:
 
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im happy to go now. it's ok i don't feel pressured or anything. thx a lot for the concern....
it's a cloudy night sky outside <:
Excuse me can you not be so damn sweet. I'm getting sentimental over here xd thanks a lot. Do you want a red or a white candle? c:
 
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im happy to go now. it's ok i don't feel pressured or anything. thx a lot for the concern....
it's a cloudy night sky outside <:
Another Aussie here! Hope you are at peace internally with your decision. It is yours and your decision alone, as only you know what you can and can't take . Hope you get the peace you rightfully deserve
 
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I wish you eternal peace. You are a kind and funny person. This place will definitely not be the same without you. Farewell. I hope to meet you soon.
 
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im going to updating this same message likely for the duration

i took my ibu and para. the para was quite big, i had to swallow 2 tablets but i felt like it was stuck in my throat. so i took the 2 ibu, smaller, with 5ml of water via the syringe

it's 00:00 now and im going out the door with all my stuff. ill try to take a picture but it will be dark. just some random spot by the creek

stopwatch is going and ill take 20mg of meto then
end

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00:08 out the door. what is basically my dad knows im outside. worried but im going to spot
 
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I hope you're okay, I hope there is some solace in at least not being alone during such a time. Always sad to see someone go, I truly wish it's peaceful if you decide to go
 
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CloudyNightSky

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Im gonna miss you, but you deserve to be at peace so I wish for the best. Hugs
 
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iloverachel

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IF you are still here, I hope you spend the final moments happy and at peace!
You will be missed on here!

Sending love and support
 
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Unknown21

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Rest in peace 🕊️
 
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I hope you're okay, I hope there is some solace in at least not being alone during such a time. Always sad to see someone go, I truly wish it's peaceful if you decide to go
Im gonna miss you, but you deserve to be at peace so I wish for the best. Hugs
IF you are still here, I hope you spend the final moments happy and at peace!
You will be missed on here!

Sending love and support
Rest in peace 🕊️
thx everyone. p excited about this for some reason. i made it to my spot

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this is behind from the same spot~
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that's my bag and towel and water in a picnic jar lol
 
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hii that's such a pretty calming place:) i hope this goes peaceful for you. you deserve it
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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We're here you're not alone! Safe travels and good luck. May you find eternal peace! :heart:
 
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Mar 15, 2024
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hi, this is my goodbye thread~
i made a thread earlier regarding my method: plan review thread

reposting it:
  1. no eating or drinking for 24 hours (im here!)
  2. 1000mg paracetamol 0 minutes
  3. 400mg ibuprofen 0 minutes
  4. *20mg meto 45 minutes
  5. take your time making the SN (*17g, 35ml of water, but add more if you need). make 2 cup!
  6. SN 60 minutes
*lower-than-recommended doses because im small (45kg)

picture of the stuffs~

View attachment 134109 (if the SN wasnt obvious -w-)

im attempting in just shy of 6 hours and will try to document my experience here even if it is into the void.
Hi! I'm glad for you, I'm glad that you finally will find the peace and your long journey will end. Much luv❤️
 
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thank youuuuuu

i didn't expect it to be so dark
i am feeling normal. the ibu and para really calmed me down
 
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i am very warm. got lots of layer on~
 
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i am very warm. got lots of layer on~
Once again, I wish you all the best and thankful that I got to interact with you, though short and limited of a time it was. 😊
 
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Seems like a nice place. We'll all be by your side and no wonder you're warm with the clothing you told me earlier about xd
 
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thx you goku thx cloudy and everyone
my plan to keep that message edited falling apart. i think i will just type
i take my meto in 25minute
i take my meto in 25minute
 
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