Story byebye thread [SN]

[Unknown21]

How do you feel now? Are you afraid, nervous or something? Describe your feeling to us currently.
I hope everything goes smoothly for you

 

[2ndme]

im feeling really calm. but only taken the ibu and para so far. i don't feel any anxiety or worries from the attempt being in progress but im still very early and knowing myself, i think i will get scared

i set up my scale and the towel

 

[teajay1]

cold outside, hidden away at a little tree with blankets sounds sooo comfy. i might go that way

 

[Unknown21]

im feeling really calm. but only taken the ibu and para so far. i don't feel any anxiety or worries from the attempt being in progress but im still very early and knowing myself, i think i will get scared

i set up my scale and the towel

Being a little afraid or nervous is normal. Do not forget that you are making a fateful decision. If you are hesitant or very afraid, give yourself another chance. Maybe you are not ready or this is not your time. I wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[Dark Window]

Are you not worried about pain/discomfort of it?

 

[2ndme]

thank you so much. i feel it might be a bit impulsive but, at same time i don't want to engage with life anymore so i think this is ok.
there's a few minor worries i got like.. if the SN isn't pure enough and i will just wake up like nothing happened, or if i will feel so bad that i get up and try to call for help, things like that
i did do the blood test and my blood turned brown instantly with it so its comforting. but i know that isn't fully conclusive but i don't wanna care much. i trust it's ok

 

[rozeske]

thank you so much. i feel it might be a bit impulsive but, at same time i don't want to engage with life anymore so i think this is ok.

Whatever you decide to do know you have my love and best wishes from over here

 

[2ndme]

my plastic cups are blue and very cute (picture soon when i prep SN)
5 mins meto

 

[teajay1]

if this is what you truly want then i hope you find peace :<

you're very brave for this. are you listening to any music or anything?

 

[Dark Window]

thank you so much. i feel it might be a bit impulsive but, at same time i don't want to engage with life anymore so i think this is ok.
there's a few minor worries i got like.. if the SN isn't pure enough and i will just wake up like nothing happened, or if i will feel so bad that i get up and try to call for help, things like that
i did do the blood test and my blood turned brown instantly with it so its comforting. but i know that isn't fully conclusive but i don't wanna care much. i trust it's ok

If you are absolutely sure you dont' want to live then I hope you die peacefully.

 

[Forveleth]

thx everyone. p excited about this for some reason. i made it to my spot

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this is behind from the same spot~
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that's my bag and towel and water in a picnic jar lol

Pine needles make the best cushion. This is a perfect spot to find peace! I hope you find it here.

 

[CloudyNightSky]

It probably will be really uncomfortable. Especially when I think about the numbness. Not looking forward to that either since I'll be also going with Sn. I want to say more idk to comfort you but ig you know already that you're not alone <3

 

[2ndme]

i brought my headphones and charged them and stuff but, don't feel like listening. it's really nice rn audibly for me

It probably will be really uncomfortable. Especially when I think about the numbness. Not looking forward to that either since I'll be also going with Sn. I want to say more idk to comfort you but ig you know already that you're not alone <3

ilysm
i don't feel alone with u ppl
meto taken. making cup and im getting anxious

 

[arthurkuzechov]

As one of the members ask you, do you listen some music right now? And what song do you want to play at the last moments? Idk maybe it's a stupid question… I mean that at my last moments I would prefer listen Lana Del Rey - Born to die or Summertime Sadness.

 

[CheekyPhobia]

20yo from NSW here. I really hope it goes peacefully for you. You seem very sweet and kind. And thank you for documenting your thoughts as well, it's easing my mind on SN.
Best wishes.

 

[davidtorez]

i brought my headphones and charged them and stuff but, don't feel like listening. it's really nice rn audibly for me

ilysm
i don't feel alone with u ppl
meto taken. making cup and im getting anxious

You're definitely not alone, and you definitely can change your mind if you dont think its time yet for you. This about you now. Whatever you decide I wish you peace

 

[Dark Window]

i brought my headphones and charged them and stuff but, don't feel like listening. it's really nice rn audibly for me

ilysm
i don't feel alone with u ppl
meto taken. making cup and im getting anxious

Maybe you should take some time to calm yourself down before doing this.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

i brought my headphones and charged them and stuff but, don't feel like listening. it's really nice rn audibly for me

ilysm
i don't feel alone with u ppl
meto taken. making cup and im getting anxious

We're with you!

 

[teajay1]

you seem like such a kind hearted person. are you sure this is what you rly want?

 

[INTJme]

Why are people here questioning the OPs resolve at the last moment? Why are you guys trying to influence their decision? Can't you just stay quiet and let them be? The know they have autonomy over their outcome. Stop trying to influence and confuse them ffs.

 

[Dark Window]

I always wondered if you guys are able to live stream so we can talk to you while it happens?

 

[CloudyNightSky]

Here's a candle for you. It might help. At least they help me every time I feel like shit.

 

[Unknown21]

Why are people here questioning the OPs resolve at the last moment? Why are you guys trying to influence their decision? Can't you just stay quiet and let them be? The know they have autonomy over their outcome. Stop trying to influence and confuse them ffs.

Agree

 

[iloverachel]

 

[Dark Window]

Why are people here questioning the OPs resolve at the last moment? Why are you guys trying to influence their decision? Can't you just stay quiet and let them be? The know they have autonomy over their outcome. Stop trying to influence and confuse them ffs.

Because if someone is really that sure they are going through with it, it doesn't matter what we say, they'll do it.

People should only be killing themselves if they are 100% sure that it's definitely the right thing for them and they definitely don't want to live. It should be a rational decision, not impulsive.

OP sounds lovely so that's why some ppl here don't want them to die.

Not one is saying they don't have the autonomy.

God I swear FuneralCry has had such a negative impact on this forum,

It's literally any time someone on here tries to save someone's life they're a "pro-lifer" that doesn't respect personal freedom.

Most of us respect their right to choose, we just want to make sure it's the right decision for the OP.

No one here can stop OP, if OP is really sure they want to die they will do it, regardless of our input.

 

[arthurkuzechov]

Why are people here questioning the OPs resolve at the last moment? Why are you guys trying to influence their decision? Can't you just stay quiet and let them be? The know they have autonomy over their outcome. Stop trying to influence and confuse them ffs.

So true!

 

[2ndme]

im gonna cry. y is everyone so sweet
here is the cups

i got a bit clumsy
2 minute left ot went so fast

 

[Praestat_Mori]

How r u doing? Hope everything is alright.

 

[2ndme]

im about to drink it. i feel barely any anxiety i thought it would be more
i made a really big mess over myself
i made a really big mess over myself

 

[CheekyPhobia]

im about to drink it. i feel barely any anxiety i thought it would be more
i made a really big mess over myself
i made a really big mess over myself

How was it? Are you doing alright?