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Unknown21

Unknown21

この世界は残酷だ。
Apr 25, 2023
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How do you feel now? Are you afraid, nervous or something? Describe your feeling to us currently.
I hope everything goes smoothly for you🤗
 
2ndme

2ndme

Member
Mar 15, 2024
61
im feeling really calm. but only taken the ibu and para so far. i don't feel any anxiety or worries from the attempt being in progress but im still very early and knowing myself, i think i will get scared

i set up my scale and the towel
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

この世界は残酷だ。
Apr 25, 2023
608
im feeling really calm. but only taken the ibu and para so far. i don't feel any anxiety or worries from the attempt being in progress but im still very early and knowing myself, i think i will get scared

i set up my scale and the towel
Being a little afraid or nervous is normal. Do not forget that you are making a fateful decision. If you are hesitant or very afraid, give yourself another chance. Maybe you are not ready or this is not your time. I wish you a peaceful journey. ❤️
 
2ndme

2ndme

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Mar 15, 2024
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thank you so much. i feel it might be a bit impulsive but, at same time i don't want to engage with life anymore so i think this is ok.
there's a few minor worries i got like.. if the SN isn't pure enough and i will just wake up like nothing happened, or if i will feel so bad that i get up and try to call for help, things like that
i did do the blood test and my blood turned brown instantly with it so its comforting. but i know that isn't fully conclusive but i don't wanna care much. i trust it's ok
 
Dark Window

Dark Window

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Mar 12, 2024
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thank you so much. i feel it might be a bit impulsive but, at same time i don't want to engage with life anymore so i think this is ok.
there's a few minor worries i got like.. if the SN isn't pure enough and i will just wake up like nothing happened, or if i will feel so bad that i get up and try to call for help, things like that
i did do the blood test and my blood turned brown instantly with it so its comforting. but i know that isn't fully conclusive but i don't wanna care much. i trust it's ok
If you are absolutely sure you dont' want to live then I hope you die peacefully.
 
CloudyNightSky

CloudyNightSky

Experienced
Oct 28, 2023
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It probably will be really uncomfortable. Especially when I think about the numbness. Not looking forward to that either since I'll be also going with Sn. I want to say more idk to comfort you but ig you know already that you're not alone <3
 
2ndme

2ndme

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Mar 15, 2024
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i brought my headphones and charged them and stuff but, don't feel like listening. it's really nice rn audibly for me
It probably will be really uncomfortable. Especially when I think about the numbness. Not looking forward to that either since I'll be also going with Sn. I want to say more idk to comfort you but ig you know already that you're not alone <3
ilysm
i don't feel alone with u ppl
meto taken. making cup and im getting anxious
 
arthurkuzechov

arthurkuzechov

Member
Mar 15, 2024
92
As one of the members ask you, do you listen some music right now? And what song do you want to play at the last moments? Idk maybe it's a stupid question… I mean that at my last moments I would prefer listen Lana Del Rey - Born to die or Summertime Sadness.
 
davidtorez

davidtorez

Experienced
Mar 8, 2024
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i brought my headphones and charged them and stuff but, don't feel like listening. it's really nice rn audibly for me

ilysm
i don't feel alone with u ppl
meto taken. making cup and im getting anxious
You're definitely not alone, and you definitely can change your mind if you dont think its time yet for you. This about you now. Whatever you decide I wish you peace
 
INTJme

INTJme

Epeolatrist
Mar 22, 2024
274
Why are people here questioning the OPs resolve at the last moment? Why are you guys trying to influence their decision? Can't you just stay quiet and let them be? The know they have autonomy over their outcome. Stop trying to influence and confuse them ffs.
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

この世界は残酷だ。
Apr 25, 2023
608
Why are people here questioning the OPs resolve at the last moment? Why are you guys trying to influence their decision? Can't you just stay quiet and let them be? The know they have autonomy over their outcome. Stop trying to influence and confuse them ffs.
Agree 💯
 
Dark Window

Dark Window

Student
Mar 12, 2024
124
Why are people here questioning the OPs resolve at the last moment? Why are you guys trying to influence their decision? Can't you just stay quiet and let them be? The know they have autonomy over their outcome. Stop trying to influence and confuse them ffs.

Because if someone is really that sure they are going through with it, it doesn't matter what we say, they'll do it.

People should only be killing themselves if they are 100% sure that it's definitely the right thing for them and they definitely don't want to live. It should be a rational decision, not impulsive.

OP sounds lovely so that's why some ppl here don't want them to die.

Not one is saying they don't have the autonomy.

God I swear FuneralCry has had such a negative impact on this forum,

It's literally any time someone on here tries to save someone's life they're a "pro-lifer" that doesn't respect personal freedom.

Most of us respect their right to choose, we just want to make sure it's the right decision for the OP.

No one here can stop OP, if OP is really sure they want to die they will do it, regardless of our input.
 
CheekyPhobia

CheekyPhobia

Reasonless, well it stands to reason...
Aug 1, 2022
142
im about to drink it. i feel barely any anxiety i thought it would be more
i made a really big mess over myself
i made a really big mess over myself
How was it? Are you doing alright?
 
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