When I was 6 I wasn't really wanted so I kinda realized it was better if I didn't exist. By the time I was 8 I was having constant suicidal thoughts
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EternalOblivion
But does anything matter if you're already dead?
- Jan 13, 2023
- 50
I (more or less) always felt like I didn't belong anywhere due to ostracization. It wasn't until I was around 12 that I started imagining various ways I could die. It's become something of an addiction since then: turning to suicidal thoughts as a means of comfort.
freecoffee
Member
- Feb 6, 2023
- 71
I've been feeling empty for about as long as I can remember, but was around 16 when I really decided life wasn't for me
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Determined to die
- Mar 22, 2023
- 7
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