Kokakot77
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- Mar 12, 2026
- 7
Yesterday I might've slipped and said too much to my school's psychologist..I tried to leave school and do it right in the moment but when the principal literally called me I knew it was over so I let her pick me up, I didn't want to get police involved.. it was a nightmare. They started asking stupid questions that I wasn't sure how to answer so it somehow came out that I want to end it..they called my parents and told them to drive to the hospital. When we arrived not only did we wait 4 hours but the psychiatrist was a bitch. She told if I don't accept help they'll lock me in the hospital for weeks. I was terrified so I agreed even though I don't want any help or medication. I had a huge argument with my mother, I hate her honestly..and my dad, he's pretty chill about it but he says it's just because of my age.. They don't even want to understand me, no matter what I say they want to send me somewhere or lock me up..I need to give myself some kind of cool down or think of a better plan to do it. Maybe in a month or two, definitely in winter so the mornings will be dark asf.
