At what age did you realize that life was not for you?

[goodbye_._]

When I was 6 I wasn't really wanted so I kinda realized it was better if I didn't exist. By the time I was 8 I was having constant suicidal thoughts

 

[EternalOblivion]

I (more or less) always felt like I didn't belong anywhere due to ostracization. It wasn't until I was around 12 that I started imagining various ways I could die. It's become something of an addiction since then: turning to suicidal thoughts as a means of comfort.

 

[SuicideDreams]

11 or 12.

 

[freecoffee]

I've been feeling empty for about as long as I can remember, but was around 16 when I really decided life wasn't for me

 

[rat head]

Around 8 - 12

 

[Spiritual survivor]

By my early 20's I realized I was different and not in a good way.

 

[dyingslowly]

1st attempt shopping bag on the head 8 years old

 

[breezy999]

The first time I felt like not living I was in junior high but didn't fully understand it or know what to do about it. I felt like the feeling has been constant since I was about 23