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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
iamalreadydead
Anyone else in legal trouble
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9
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735
Imagined_Euphoria
Imagined_Euphoria
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Help How to delay your post
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1
Views
286
Agon321
Agon321
iori
  • Poll
Discussion did you guys feel worse or better after leaving the psychward?
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23
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2K
zachw
Z
CTB Dream
Venting Fakelife
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1
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315
stupidhuman
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Purchasing sodium nitrite
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9
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1K
iamgoddamnlost
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SN as labeled E250?
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2
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435
Praestat_Mori
P
C
Looking for Benzo Sources - Mexico
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9
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632
hadenoughscotland
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hyperacusis
I can't find SN online
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0
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326
hyperacusis
hyperacusis
melancholyc418
URGENT: Help with CTB Method
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5
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399
Light_
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E
Falling from 4th floor and Vegetative State
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12
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804
UnluckyYogi
UnluckyYogi
MeltingBrain
  • Poll
Discussion What were your life goals/dreams/ambition before you became suicidal, did you achieve them nonetheless ? #43
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43
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2K
MeltingBrain
MeltingBrain
Defenestration
Ctb 13 août?
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15
Views
642
Defenestration
Defenestration
pomcustard
Discussion What have you been doing to cope with everything?
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39
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2K
Deathismyfriend
Deathismyfriend
hematomatema
Method Nicotine/vape juice as a method of suicide (potentially quite reliable given cheapness?)
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13
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3K
hadenoughscotland
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bearbrikk
EDS Ehlers Danlos Syndrome
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6
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526
wanttodie12345
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MisterOGBongWater
i feel sick to my stomach accepting it
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3
Views
422
Imagined_Euphoria
Imagined_Euphoria
bus catcher
Discussion im running away soon
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0
Views
397
bus catcher
bus catcher
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Venting Losing my mind
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12
Views
938
lostintheloop
L
M
Help Sulfuric acid sources?
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7
Views
674
Fakefriendhate_Maxx
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CHOSEVIOLENCE
  • Question
Help Attempting the CO method again soon
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10
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1K
sameoldMantra
sameoldMantra
pharmacoepia
Resource For those ingesting pills and drugs that survive gastric acid like SN: the best way to absorb a drug as fast as possible.
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3
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1K
Traveller12724
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jyko
Venting I swear SI is tricking me into liking things again and its infuriating
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2
Views
503
jyko
jyko
C
Venting Partner had a dream about our deceased cat
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0
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300
CantDoIt
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KillingPain267
Method I'm trying to start getting comfortable with the idea and pain of ctb by hanging
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20
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1K
Evelyn Lane
Evelyn Lane
UnluckyYogi
Discussion Dying from plane crash
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4
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416
UnluckyYogi
UnluckyYogi
BlazingBob
Being dead has many advantages
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21
Views
708
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
chronicdissosiation
Venting potential ctb in less than five days
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6
Views
567
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Okay tell me if I am right
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4
Views
479
iamgoddamnlost
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N33dT0D13
Dumb question
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0
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227
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
B
Venting I am so messed up ( another rant, ignore )
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1
Views
371
Buh-bye!
B
Labyrinth
Suicide is as natural as the sunrise
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9
Views
505
sometimesoon
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ilistentoradiohead
Venting Feeling not well again (as always)
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0
Views
365
ilistentoradiohead
ilistentoradiohead
schrei_nach_liebe
Other methods have become unavailable, back to old trusty, amitriptyline. Can anyone PM me a source?
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0
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300
schrei_nach_liebe
schrei_nach_liebe
2
Method Why nobody speaks about cyanud ? Is it painful ?
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2
Views
546
Themogger
Themogger
UglyCat
lonely and ugly
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23
Views
917
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
annasplight
Venting i think i have to CTB
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20
Views
1K
timetogonow2024
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SpaceAlien
Complete hanging locations & anchor points?
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4
Views
896
kinderbueno
kinderbueno
Beyond_Repair
Are you going to air any grievances towards anyone in your note?
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46
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2K
Manfrotto99
M
Y
Which anaesthetic gel should I buy?
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4
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326
PinballWizard39
PinballWizard39
MisterOGBongWater
im so fucking scared
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3
Views
321
whywere
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mistymoo
Venting Im so fucking lonely it hurts
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8
Views
756
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
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Discussion Plan "Z" - in case I won't ctb, how can I get ready for the inevitable pain when I get older?
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3
Views
559
PhDone
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S
Safe Suicide Sites
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14
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1K
andreamysk
andreamysk
gggy
  • Poll
what drove you to considering ctb
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14
Views
762
davidtorez
davidtorez
walkingdead2023
  • Poll
What’s your religion?
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46
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2K
heavyeyes
heavyeyes
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Question on logistics
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3
Views
297
Praestat_Mori
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Z-A
  • Poll
What holds you here?
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23
Views
809
Imagined_Euphoria
Imagined_Euphoria
Illegal Preclear
Discussion CTB is the ULTIMATE leap of faith
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11
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1K
Imagined_Euphoria
Imagined_Euphoria
O
  • Poll
Have you picked out a song/movie/quote for your last moments?
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32
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1K
Uninfluential_Karma
Uninfluential_Karma
Alex Fermentopathy
  • Poll
Discussion Worst pain in your life. Was it physical or psychical?
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9
Views
498
Davey36000
Davey36000
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