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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Dream
Venting No
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2
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654
wondering&wandering
wondering&wandering
SomewhereAlongThe
What's your pain really like and why did you choose suicide?
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22
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3K
Rust
Rust
CouldaHvBeenARock
Its my one year anniversary since my first attempt.
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1
Views
505
StrawberryRed
StrawberryRed
DenizenOfTheDeep
Failed to make a friend again
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6
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665
DenizenOfTheDeep
DenizenOfTheDeep
S
Is there no relief in death?
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27
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3K
_crgam
_crgam
KillingPain267
Venting I miss the old days 😔
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2
Views
409
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
jacrispy
rebreather.
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357
Views
45K
HD72
HD72
littleraccoon3
Preparing a letter before CTB (please help me)
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9
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1K
littleraccoon3
littleraccoon3
Dark Moon
What's the best rope for hanging?
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3
Views
890
TheHolySword
TheHolySword
smh
Most painful CTB method (joke thread)
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8
Views
929
smh
smh
s0ft.bldd
Venting I hate having dyslexia
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2
Views
358
s0ft.bldd
s0ft.bldd
DenizenOfTheDeep
  • Locked
I think someone I met here killed herself and I just want to talk about it
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15
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2K
DenizenOfTheDeep
DenizenOfTheDeep
Iwashereonce
Discussion Halsey Dog years lyrics
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0
Views
313
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
passer-by
Help Substitute for meto?
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6
Views
802
Unspoken7612
U
S
Searching for a ctb partner sn
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5
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1K
Lack-of-Everything
Lack-of-Everything
ijustwishtodie
Venting So exhausted with life
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2
Views
719
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
H
Getting access to euthanasia
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0
Views
637
helpmegetouts
H
toxicjester
Venting I ruin everything (again)
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1
Views
599
Shrooms
Shrooms
H
Venting Almost time.
Replies
4
Views
934
CacklingZombie
C
N
At first, I said I wouldn't do it out of selflessness.
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1
Views
472
Shrooms
Shrooms
T
wound infection
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5
Views
468
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
T
Discussion Low reliability in SN
Replies
4
Views
907
lifelite
lifelite
nails
Venting it's never enough
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0
Views
324
nails
nails
Ethel
Venting Silly little thread about my own feelings
Replies
0
Views
398
Ethel
Ethel
Z
Any way nembutal can be posted to ireland
Replies
2
Views
360
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
The Disqualified
Venting Getting harder day by day
Replies
0
Views
470
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
fallingleaves
Venting I always want it to be today but am a weakling
Replies
0
Views
328
fallingleaves
fallingleaves
J
  • Question
EEBD
Replies
0
Views
260
jayturner245
J
lost_one
Venting Some Days you just wake up wishing you were dead...
Replies
5
Views
458
blackbeauty
blackbeauty
L
Questions re: N
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19
Views
2K
Dyingsoon
D
kuchenn1238
Having a crush on someone
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2
Views
431
kuchenn1238
kuchenn1238
albert_camus
CBT with shotgun
Replies
7
Views
1K
Shrooms
Shrooms
meowmix
Venting i regret not doing it
Replies
0
Views
374
meowmix
meowmix
futurebuscatcher
Venting Worst therapy session
Replies
6
Views
1K
Redleaf1992
Redleaf1992
J
Venting IM SO HAPPYYYY :333
Replies
3
Views
435
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Beavisandbutthead
Fraud
Replies
2
Views
406
Darkover
Darkover
drag201
Venting All time high ideation
Replies
1
Views
582
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Z
Should have killed myself when i got sick
Replies
5
Views
626
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Misanthrope0000
Venting I tried to shift to a better reality but ut didn't work, I'm back here to this crap reality
Replies
5
Views
509
Kalista
K
zekeyaeger
Venting SI is surprisingly too hard to deal with.
Replies
6
Views
675
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
zekeyaeger
Venting Winter just makes my condition worse.
Replies
3
Views
376
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
Aventurine
  • Question
Method Is there a method to guarantee I end up in a coma?
Replies
9
Views
1K
L'absent
L'absent
A
Acheter du SN en France / Buying SN in France
Replies
9
Views
1K
disabledlife
disabledlife
Spectre
Website for Private Gun Sales (US/Canada/Mexico)
Replies
13
Views
1K
Leiot
Leiot
smpkie
Venting I am not over it, and never will be.
Replies
2
Views
501
smpkie
smpkie
revolutionnaire23
Method Serotonin syndrome
Replies
6
Views
1K
TheUncommon
T
pilotviolin
Help overseas pharmacies and australia
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1
Views
576
Fate
Fate
littleraccoon3
SN inject??
Replies
1
Views
452
maniac116
maniac116
R
How bad is/was today?
Replies
51
Views
3K
fallingleaves
fallingleaves
suicidalcatlady
Don’t do what I did - attempts that failed
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10
Views
3K
dontwakemeup
D
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