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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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what media reminds you of your suciide ?
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6
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grungeCat
grungeCat
darkhorse256
Minimum height for jumping
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5
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SHThrowAway213
SHThrowAway213
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I have 30 capsules of propranolol
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7
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964
lost_soul83
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AnotherNobody
Today I reconsidered,
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1
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561
Nymph
Nymph
DoNotLet2
Venting Anti-Autism ableism...
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9
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1K
DoNotLet2
DoNotLet2
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Venting Never good enough
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7
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895
NeverGoodEnuff
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Partner hiding meds
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0
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532
js927?!
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Wanted to ask about a few potential methods
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1
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931
ihavetoleave
ihavetoleave
K
Story Sorry to you, and for those, my experience.
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10
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1K
Kat!
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Kramer
What will you do if after ctb you wake up in an alternate reality?
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19
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1K
Teal_Blue_Dreams
Teal_Blue_Dreams
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Discussion What are your CTB plans aside from methods?
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13
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1K
Teal_Blue_Dreams
Teal_Blue_Dreams
BPD_LE
Beep Beep! Bye Bye
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109
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15K
Deleted member 1465
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StateOfMind
Why did you fail at partial hanging?
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16
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1K
Bipolarer
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Everything will be fine
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2
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711
alice-in-wonderland
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Method Is this a good rope for partial suspension?
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2
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701
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
PursuitofWonder
Story Ignorance truly is bliss
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2
Views
671
issyishere
issyishere
Maka hiamoe
  • Poll
Before you found Sanctioned Suicide
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34
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3K
MindFog
MindFog
Kramer
Do all public suicides make the news?
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24
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2K
virginiawoolf86
virginiawoolf86
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controlling religious mother doesnt want me to die because of her beliefs
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8
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694
Nymph
Nymph
Water-Lily
Sometimes I think "wouldn't people be better off if I didn't exist?"
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2
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605
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
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will this gun work successfully .???
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8
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766
I screwed up
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i remember in high school i would sit in library sometimes at lunch break to search suicide methods on my laptop
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4
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984
Gerard de Nerval
Gerard de Nerval
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Less than 7 days. I’m nervous and excited for this to end
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35
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4K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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A call
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36
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2K
Spitfire
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NodusTollens
Discussion Why Should I Fear Death?
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8
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1K
NodusTollens
NodusTollens
kohaku
I have it all planned out.
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4
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867
aminend
aminend
kokosnight
having second thoughts
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8
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729
painoflife
painoflife
mimiopo22
how much is your fear of not existing from 0 to 10?
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56
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3K
Amumu
Amumu
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Guilt
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8
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960
js927?!
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Gromit-CTB
Taken last method
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247
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19K
js927?!
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BridgeJumper
Venting Its official, the spinning is not in my head. And I am VERY fucked.
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50
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4K
BridgeJumper
BridgeJumper
mimiopo22
I don’t know how to survive these difficult days. if I had sn I would drink it now
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11
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654
mimiopo22
mimiopo22
Floria
Story My situation
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10
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1K
Bigpink
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NotOkay_
Just existing at this point
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10
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1K
Pravesh
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Help Is Metoclopramide hydrochloride same as Metoclopramide for SN?
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2
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740
Mimikyu
Mimikyu
MrBigSad
The dead sky
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2
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540
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
Kramer
You’ll never be dead
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14
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2K
Intotheflames
Intotheflames
VivaldiBR
I am very regretful to have told my nuclear family, close friends, psychiatrist and therapist about CTB idealization
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21
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2K
Initiated
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Anybody looking forward to death
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19
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1K
Adamsnolife
Adamsnolife
Life_and_Death
Venting How to not have friends?
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4
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721
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Venting Need to CTB now and not having a method at hand is breaking me
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5
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1K
the_final_countdown
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This will work
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0
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678
sihaam
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brainpain2
Method Anyone familiar with old school powdered N?
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1
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793
Manford
Manford
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Discussion Does anyone else hate where you live?
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49
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3K
Daveyjones
Daveyjones
perdredenord
My second stimulus (us) just hit and I’m thinking of taking my permanent vacation with it
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6
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746
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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A well-intentioned Twitter post?
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40
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2K
Manford
Manford
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Shotgun??
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15
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1K
Kat!
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Water-Lily
This place...is comforting
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3
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586
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
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  • Locked
If you disagree with my reasons go to hell
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33
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2K
Nymph
Nymph
sacrificial lamb
Venting depression relapse after x years of recovery
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4
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606
Ender
Ender
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