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Latios

Latios

Experienced
Nov 22, 2020
269
Idk if this counts but I eat way too much lol
 
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Ducati SS

Member
Nov 7, 2020
6
I burn myself with a lighter or candle flame
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
No need to self harm. Daily living takes care of that.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
Burning my forearm with a lighter as well as punching my arms and legs. I am actively fighting to stop succumbing to my self-harm urges, though.
 
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umbrellaphone

Member
Nov 24, 2020
52
Eating salty foods until the high blood pressure symptoms kick in (severe headache and chest pain). I might end up suffering from stroke one of these days, but I just can't help it.
 
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issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
To be honest I'm not sure if I do this intentionally but I lose my appetite when I'm feeling awful. Lately the awful times have been frequent I used to be a bodybuilder at 150lbs and 8% body fat and now i'm nearly 110 at 5'10 because I just don't eat. Yesterday I didn't eat anything besides a cup of tea.
 
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Desi

Student
Aug 16, 2019
118
Does smoking or drinking count ?
Other than that, I just isolate, which is a form of social death. I'm super talented at wrecking things like social relations or bonds, i have a lot of imagination and creativity for that.
 
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jisatsuko

jisatsuko

自殺こさん
Jun 27, 2020
21
Cutting, starving, binge eating, purging, banging head against walls, hitting self, as well as scratching my neck. I usually don't scratch because I have a huge pet peeve about nails, I just hate them.
 
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serah

serah

Student
May 6, 2020
177
Cutting. I also just punch myself or hit my head when I'm very frustrated.
 
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TroubledTroglodyte

TroubledTroglodyte

Member
Nov 16, 2019
9
Cutting was my preferred method when I was in early high school. Instant exhilarating catharsis. Typically on my shoulders, thighs, stomach. I had to drop the habit because it was simply too much of a hassle to constantly watch the positioning of my body and mannerisms (as to prevent my parents from seeing the scars.). Now i'll simply punch myself in the temples. A few months ago I was privy to striking my cheek bones and eyes, but the bruising aroused to much suspicion. I also eat, which I consider a slow, but equally (compared to the methods above) egregious form of self harm.
 
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Antigonish

Antigonish

Mage
Sep 19, 2020
593
I'm a cutter, and occasionally I seek the good old fashioned emotional pain. I value people by how much they can hurt me whether physical or emotional. I like to think it's not self harm if they do it to me. But really I seek them out. One of the main reasons I dont last with anyone good for me. One of the main reasons I seek things I cant have. Unfortunately my friends, I'm broke. Like a radio, that doesn't work.
 
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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
Cutting, had hundreds of stitches. In high school I gave myself a black eye with a tv remote. I'll hit my arms til they bruise etc
 
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plough22

plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
226
I scratch my side temple till blood comes out is my new self harm method. I slap myself to try to control these deep dark thoughts. I would cut the back of my hand but I've got rid of the knives so a scissors will do. Sad really
 
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Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

Ghost
Jun 28, 2020
109
I'm terrible for self sabotage never really understood physical self harm I am more prone to putting myself in worse and worse situations in the hope that I can't bear it any longer...
 
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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,731
Besides having anorexia and occasionally hitting/bruising myself I thankfully never resorted to any self-harm.
I'm terrible for self sabotage never really understood physical self harm I am more prone to putting myself in worse and worse situations in the hope that I can't bear it any longer...
That's a thing I also relate to and hadn't thought about when posting my comment.
I'm sorry you're also going through this!
 
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DeathBySuicide

DeathBySuicide

Member
Nov 30, 2020
46
How do you even begin to self harm? I've had my pocket knife pressed firmly against my skin before but I'm too scared to actually make a cut. I feel like it would hurt so much.

I think I fear the pain more than anything else. But is the pain not the point of harming yourself? How do you cross that boundary?

If you can't cross the boundary, I don't recommend you to. For me, once I was ready, it was barely even difficult for me to cut down. Don't force yourself to cross the boundary, either don't do it at all or wait until you're ready.
 
Deleted member 23774

Deleted member 23774

Member
Nov 14, 2020
78
I cut myself with glass, burn myself with incense, binge, and sometimes I don't eat at all or drink anything, I hit myself with a cord on my bare skin, I hit myself, and I'm living.
 
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succor

succor

tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
Oct 28, 2020
103
My biggest now is to tear the skin around my cuticles and peel my nails off. Also picking my skin and pulling hairs out. I also will smack myself in the head. I used to cut but I can't without getting caught now. So instead I just bite my fingers and the insides of my mouth.
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
I used to scratch or burn myself with needles and pinch them in my skin. I also slap my face, pinch my thigh or neck with my fingers and nails when I am outside and I want to discretely (ok it is not enough discrete but..) reduce my anxiety. I cut rarely now but did it during several years. I also take all my medication at once with alcohol when I have the opportunity to do it. And I starve myself during the day and binge in the evening sometimes.
 
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kappa

kappa

Experienced
Apr 2, 2019
233
I don't do it so much anymore.

My severe depression turned into apathy and for the most part it's better.

Self harm can be loud as well. So either bruising, or hitting parts of the body with objects.

Don't want scars, and it heals faster.
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

Specialist
Dec 4, 2020
380
none, i don't need it.
 
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Ihavenofriends

Ihavenofriends

Member
Feb 26, 2021
31
I watch really violent porn and imagine myself as the woman being abused, not because it arouses me, but because I know I deserve to be treated like that. For even watching things like that and being complicit in that woman's abuse, I deserve to be treated horribly. So it's a cycle, I suppose. Also biting my fingers, scratching. I've never cut, but I've come pretty close to trying it.
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
Before, I used blades. Now, I engage in digital self-harm.
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
I repeatedly punched a pebble dashed wall the other day, then dragged my knuckles across it for good measure. I'm mental all right.
 
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untimelydemise

untimelydemise

Member
Jan 20, 2021
62
i swallowed batteries, took ods, cut, chemical burns, head bang, pynched myslef until bruiaed
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,784
digital self-harm.
fox tv GIF by Last Man Standing
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
Started with cutting, switched to burning, then hair pulling. I don't do any of that anymore though since my emotions are kinda dulled atm.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
My self-harm is thinking constantly about my past mistakes and uncertain future. I'm begging my mind to stop.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,412
Cut,bulimia and vomit.
 

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