I really want to stop my sexual urges

[Mentalmick]

I know your pain though. I didn't develop properly due to trauma and my sexuality is about a dozen shades of fucked due to ptsd as I was showing hypersexual behavior indicative of child abuse since age 6. I feel like I'll never enjoy intimacy because I just don't get aroused.

I didn't develop properly either. My genitals resemble what you would see on one of those Greek statues. Clue: they're fucking tiny. Didn't half mess me up growing up and completely destroyed any interest in sexual intercourse due to shame and embarrassment. I've never took my clothes off in front of anyone who isn't a doctor. And my erotic interests can be...somewhat strange. The Cadbury caramel bunny for example. Stunning creature. I'm going to shut up now.