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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Banning this forum would have serious consequences
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Soulless Angel
Soulless Angel
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Discussion What future event would you be sad to miss out on if you CTB'd now?
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60
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3K
Fred Sailor
Fred Sailor
Dizzy_Dreams
Getting closer and closer
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3
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712
BlankUser
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ShutUpEli
How easy is it to get a gun?
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8
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692
ShutUpEli
ShutUpEli
Un-
Discussion The Silent Ones
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8
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625
almaranthine
almaranthine
Ch92921
My brain wantsvery much its suicide
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4
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400
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
onthelastday
Venting Just a vent
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2
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415
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Water-Lily
If I am fucked for life due to my extensive trauma, what's the point in fighting
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6
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660
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
Broken Chimera
One Reason We Stay Silent
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5
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814
Un-
Un-
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Location
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12
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837
Butterfly65
Butterfly65
Butterfly65
It's getting down to it now.
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3
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449
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StateOfMind
Simulating a blow of fate
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4
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645
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
butterscotch
Help is the bleach & ammonia method possible without endangering others?
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3
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932
SweetDreams500
SweetDreams500
WornOutLife
Discussion Dating + being suicidal
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49
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2K
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
fatiguecentral
Anyone else want to die because of abuse?
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3
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588
ClownMe
ClownMe
Fthis
Help How do I get myself to jump?
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5
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895
LONE WOLF.
LONE WOLF.
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What do i do
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4
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438
BlankUser
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Melchoir
Venting Friends threatening to follow
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5
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543
Mentalmick
Mentalmick
Life_and_Death
Discussion Suicide at home
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9
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893
JustAMatterOfTime
JustAMatterOfTime
LostSoul1609
PPH 2021 any better downloads?
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0
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338
LostSoul1609
LostSoul1609
abruptum
Discussion What’s your relationship with sleep?
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67
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4K
GarageKarate07
GarageKarate07
Spiny Lobster
Venting Birthdays are the worst.
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11
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BlankUser
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why tf is nembutal so expensive? is there any way to produce it at home?
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5
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845
Carrotcake
Carrotcake
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Are any of you in love? Is this related to your CTB?
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34
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2K
MindFog
MindFog
LostSoul1609
Alternative poisons
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1
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588
Sslsh
Sslsh
Nymph
Hardcore criminals get to use N and not us
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16
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2K
BlankUser
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Ugh! Another day in hell for us all
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37
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2K
Leiden
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Birdie
I plan to CTB very soon and would like to get some words of kindness, please!
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19
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983
newave3
newave3
BridgeJumper
Story I tried to freeze myself to death
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5
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2K
orlandom
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SterileMoth
Venting Not again ...
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8
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613
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
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Okay? How is your evening and how are you
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11
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712
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
MyrSS
Help SN without antiemetics
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5
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1K
RowdyH999
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simpler-fy
Misconceptions and common fears
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6
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679
simpler-fy
simpler-fy
DemonicAngel
  • Question
Pentobarbital and gastric bypass
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0
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363
DemonicAngel
DemonicAngel
Jumper Geo
Discussion Tower Bridge Jumpers
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3
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1K
Nohopeinhell
Nohopeinhell
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Getting Beta Blockers
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11
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1K
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
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Is a good idea to tie 2 rope in my neck?
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3
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820
I'm Darkness
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Cockney_Rebel
If you've not died, following an OD, how did you feel (emotionally) when you came around?
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8
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817
Rustysoupcan
Rustysoupcan
Wrennie
How did all of these people obtain scripts for Seconal?
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0
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483
Wrennie
Wrennie
Wakawaka
My house just lost power
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1
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627
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
esoterispeec
Does anyone have dreams of themselves CTBing
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13
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655
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
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Where can I get a gun and how much does it cost?
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5
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913
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
eternalmelancholy
Life is an involuntary lottery
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12
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789
Some1's_Wasted_Fetus
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StateOfMind
Time passing really fast
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11
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846
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
catch99
Life without Love
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30
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1K
HarpoMarx
HarpoMarx
NothingElseMatters
my life would be perfect if I haven't fucked up everything
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4
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591
nopointofliving
nopointofliving
hfdepression30
I wish we could ask them..
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15
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774
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
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I can only endure this because there is an exit
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3
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523
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
NothingElseMatters
I'm tired of postponing this shit
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5
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526
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
ixkitty
Venting This empty feeling
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6
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682
ixkitty
ixkitty
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