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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
lmon
Method Does anyone know where i can get nitrogen delivered to my house?
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1
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614
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
Bot
Venting why do humans have to be so cruel?
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4
Views
514
TakeMeBack07
TakeMeBack07
erdbeeren
  • Locked
Help Seriously considering hurting others before I go
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92
Views
5K
ornitier199
O
goingcrazy123
Ordered SN.
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26
Views
1K
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
death using helium help
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11
Views
1K
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
E
Getting unsure?
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13
Views
453
myopybyproxy
M
CaramelDragon
How did you feel the hours after a failed attempt?
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12
Views
566
heirofvoid
heirofvoid
Lost Magic
Discussion Do you admire someone that you would consider a true hero?
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9
Views
442
dreambound
dreambound
its-about-time
Discussion Anybody here a mental health worker (past or current) considering ctb?
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7
Views
528
its-about-time
its-about-time
Pianoplayer
Help I need to talk with someone who is/has been mentally ill for many years.
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16
Views
625
bloodfallsfirst
bloodfallsfirst
VoidDesirer22
Discussion Those who have a ctb date set, how are you feeling?
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29
Views
1K
ThePaleWhiteLight
T
G
Quickest Way to Pass Away
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7
Views
530
LifeHasNoOptIn
LifeHasNoOptIn
StarryStarry
Last Day of Work
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20
Views
998
Nightmare Painting
N
CaramelDragon
Failed attempt at full (SI/pain)
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11
Views
835
CommitSudoku
C
StarryStarry
LOVE YOU ALL
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11
Views
732
CommitSudoku
C
georgecostanza
Deliberate hyperventilatoin for facilitation of asphyxiation?
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2
Views
470
Smart No More
S
Intelligent_Panic99
Plan to ctb at 40
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6
Views
432
Intelligent_Panic99
Intelligent_Panic99
B
Discussion Facing death like a man
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1
Views
410
RegretedFeeling
RegretedFeeling
goingcrazy123
Is it normal to go from happiest I've ever been to the most suicidal I've ever been in 8 months. Idk.
Replies
14
Views
482
TMGS
T
lili
Getting Ready for SN soon
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19
Views
1K
Chiisai
Chiisai
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Physician-assisted death in Oregon is no longer limited to just state residents
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3
Views
387
bloodfallsfirst
bloodfallsfirst
I
I think I’m done
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11
Views
532
indigomoon
I
O
Venting I just lived my entire life... why live twice?
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1
Views
343
Ligottian
L
Rayzieka
Did you have dreams?
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47
Views
2K
BigGimpin
BigGimpin
R
N shelf life
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6
Views
554
BigGimpin
BigGimpin
C
SN - worst case scenario
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11
Views
1K
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
PrincessInWhite
desperate for community. I love you guys
Replies
10
Views
387
PrincessInWhite
PrincessInWhite
J
I felt so good in UNI achieving high grades man I messed up
Replies
6
Views
427
onlyanimalsaregood
onlyanimalsaregood
T
Looking to go in the next day or two in Florida.
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1
Views
374
lostmylove
lostmylove
L
What is your plan b if your main method dont work?
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3
Views
377
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Anónimo
Method Shoelaces, door hinge, partial. Could work?
Replies
17
Views
2K
rationaltake
rationaltake
W
SN Method Confusion
Replies
2
Views
411
lostmylove
lostmylove
Zzzzz
I do not think Great Happiness is the reason most people would rather live than die.
Replies
18
Views
934
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
D
Venting Leaving my beloved behind
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5
Views
459
DynamicDepression
D
Intelligent_Panic99
Medical Records
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6
Views
503
its-about-time
its-about-time
burglarlydante
Help someone from RJ brazil?
Replies
5
Views
573
I need peace
I need peace
Foresight
Life is harsh
Replies
3
Views
469
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
asdfandqwerty
Venting What do I do
Replies
2
Views
439
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sadnessnsuicide
Venting SN just arrived - Now just waiting on AE
Replies
3
Views
397
Ednospatient
E
EsotericAngel
last hurrah
Replies
8
Views
396
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
befree
Maximum price for SN
Replies
4
Views
457
dysthimia_king
dysthimia_king
A
Does anyone have a source to get SN to England? (Please PM me)
Replies
6
Views
583
mboo
M
SpaceCadet
I want to cry all night
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7
Views
369
nopointinlife
N
T
SN here
Replies
20
Views
1K
Sm42
S
CloseFriendofCamus
Help How do I get the inert gas without seeming suspicious?
Replies
11
Views
832
LADY007
LADY007
EmpressDean
Discussion TO DO LIST
Replies
9
Views
636
Noctis
Noctis
C
Can I transfer N to a perfume bottle to go through airport?
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9
Views
583
chopan
C
J
Forming relationships never could do it, how are others able to do it? Yet others struggle
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15
Views
494
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
houseofleaves
Venting Now i’m sure i’ll CTB. This is the way.
Replies
6
Views
555
houseofleaves
houseofleaves
E
Method Electocution
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8
Views
824
eternalflame
E
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