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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
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I was wondering if anyone knows how to stop retching during mechanical indigestion. Emetics do not really work on me and as far as OD'ing goes, it does not really matter to me because I will feel pain inevitably.

I have disordered eating and tend to b/p and I developed IBS from low restriction/fasting so does anyone also have any experience with these issues affecting the lethality of OD'ses. I am starting to think I am just too tolerant to overdose, and right now it is the only way out and I do not fancy trialling and errorring what and what doesn't make me puke.

Though, this could also be psychosomatic and pure SI?

Also, this is longer than I thought, but does one think that taking cocadamol and trying to slit wrists will work? Cocodamol makes me feel completely numb.