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Suicide Discussion

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N
I just keep getting closer
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2
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430
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hamtaro
Method Talking to my mom about suicide/Nitrogen
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9
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1K
hamtaro
hamtaro
S
Take SN outdoors or at home?
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6
Views
603
Ilikethemoon
Ilikethemoon
H
Venting Lack of Sympathy
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8
Views
781
hiddenbpd
H
Painless_end
Venting Life is a burden for me
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7
Views
661
Forever Sleep
F
J
N - where to find it?
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4
Views
776
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
TAW122
Discussion Differentiating Impulsive vs Planned CTBs
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13
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1K
TAW122
TAW122
BurnBurnBurn
Venting Just want it to end
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5
Views
833
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
snowman626
worried about lawsuit from hotel
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10
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963
Someone123
S
A
Method I want to get hospitalized
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3
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1K
almaranthine
almaranthine
D
Venting my brother
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7
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872
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
P
Goodbye. Taking SN in 30 minutes
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49
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5K
helplessness
helplessness
FuneralCry
To die and be forgotten about really is ideal
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17
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1K
evolutionerror
evolutionerror
sfdwx
  • Poll
Venting Attempted partial, but not pass out
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7
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1K
LesbianCarpetPython
LesbianCarpetPython
D
is 6hrs enough?
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23
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1K
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
U
Can I make my SN drink earlier and refrigerate it?
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14
Views
1K
outovhere
outovhere
marcy2022
IV infusion with Thiopental
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4
Views
724
marcy2022
marcy2022
Hollowillow
If I vanish it will never be from lack of love for you all
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2
Views
469
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
TydalWave
How to test antiemetic (meto)?
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4
Views
593
Someone123
S
IfyouareamanWinston
Method People always talk about how easy it is to OD on fentanyl
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6
Views
921
Smart No More
S
N
My family is screwed but they have not fully noticed that
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4
Views
536
lifeORdeath
L
M
Ordered my SN and other thoughts
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4
Views
578
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
U
My SN's getting checked at customs
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10
Views
815
FallFadesIntoWinter
F
S
I thought I could be happy again but everything got worse
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8
Views
560
Forever Sleep
F
D
How much does N last after being opened and exposed to air?
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3
Views
810
Talvikki
T
CTB Dream
Venting Strugglr type
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7
Views
863
Forever Sleep
F
lylas
How do you feel about others dying?
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5
Views
612
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
R
Discussion Relief
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2
Views
421
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Niirvana
They will see
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5
Views
637
theboy
theboy
leeloosnow
maybe ctb early wed am
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9
Views
930
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
N
Venting I hope i will do it soon
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3
Views
467
theboy
theboy
U
Good news, they released my SN from customs. It's now in transit to the post office. Also I have a question
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2
Views
498
ultrasharpy123456
U
evolutionerror
My Descent into Madness
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27
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2K
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
NeverEndingPain
Suffocating
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11
Views
809
NeverEndingPain
NeverEndingPain
spectraltease
Do/did you self-harm?
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24
Views
905
achromatic
achromatic
ImYourDancer
Help me on the SN method
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5
Views
703
PressEnterToExit
PressEnterToExit
klm
Venting SN overdose
Replies
7
Views
730
PressEnterToExit
PressEnterToExit
J
Venting don't know how to live with this
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6
Views
808
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
zurukunai
do you think it’s possible to make it look like an accident?
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24
Views
2K
achromatic
achromatic
S
pentobarbital vetrerinario
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6
Views
677
mrscat
mrscat
britter
Discussion Getting Unbelievably Desperate
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4
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
gomenasai
Antiemetics and chances of vomiting
Replies
3
Views
599
gomenasai
gomenasai
Hollowillow
Venting I can't stop crying in terror (too long sorry.) Stories of abuse I need a hug
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11
Views
3K
NoWayOut22
NoWayOut22
Hell-On-Earth
Venting I want to end my life, I feel trapped
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7
Views
828
NoWayOut22
NoWayOut22
makethepainstop
Discussion Should I seek MH counseling and medication?
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6
Views
536
lifeisadream
lifeisadream
H
Discussion Hell after suicide
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18
Views
1K
Why Me?
W
I
Where do you plan to ctb?
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26
Views
1K
almaranthine
almaranthine
Notwinnernotawin
Failed suicide attempt... again
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2
Views
873
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jupit3rs
The normalization of suffering
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23
Views
1K
actual_fox
actual_fox
MenschenmĂĽhle
I failed
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25
Views
2K
CandyCane
CandyCane
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