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Suicide Discussion

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Story Going to CTB with gun - My Story
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TheSoulless
Hanging, noise
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3
Views
796
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
HopefulSleep
Help Ideas on how to make Night Night more quiet?
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9
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1K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Ambivalent1
Is everyone afraid just before?
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10
Views
550
day
day
Pluto
Peer-pressure and suicide
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19
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3K
Namensjemand
Namensjemand
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Help Need help - Please PM if you have a reliable/legit source to purchase sedatives.
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4
Views
880
jonward55
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Method me again
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2
Views
542
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sirenangelbby
Venting i can’t do this anymore
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4
Views
786
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Busridin'26
Venting Why is dying so hard 😭😭😭😭
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1
Views
515
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndJstifiesTheMeans
I will try again
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3
Views
407
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
plushjuggybandit
I'm really ready to be gone now
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4
Views
508
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
LifeHasNoMeaning
Venting i hate people who try to prevent suicide
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1
Views
394
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Walilamdzii
No matter how intent you are on ctb,
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8
Views
990
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Suicidebydeath
Venting People are frustrating
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1
Views
385
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TAW122
Found a good thread on the antipsychiatry subreddit highlighting the dystopian times and overreach by pro-lifers
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2
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451
lachrymost
lachrymost
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Story Is it my time?
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2
Views
517
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Help Tent indoors
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8
Views
676
befree
befree
sannoji
Venting i hope i can die soon
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1
Views
368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ribs for ryjo
Hopefully this is my last post.
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4
Views
709
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Wyldfyre4948
Story My hell
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3
Views
529
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Wants-To-End
Can "olanzapine" be alternative to "Benzo (Oxazepam/Diclazepam)" ?
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1
Views
440
befree
befree
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Is sn reliable?
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10
Views
852
traveller89
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Rainork
Opening up to others about ctb
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5
Views
394
Death is my goal
Death is my goal
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is it possible to receive sn from business suppliers
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0
Views
345
heavenangels
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LadyOfLight
Help PPH 2023
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3
Views
814
LadyOfLight
LadyOfLight
favouriteworstnight
How long do convulsions last? Hanging
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16
Views
2K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
LeGuitarist
Discussion How many CTB attempts do you have? What methods were they?
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71
Views
5K
carac
carac
Q
The wish of having someone witness how I go
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2
Views
344
QuiBii
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drmihilo
Chaos
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8
Views
878
drownll
drownll
Kyanko
Help Need some advice
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8
Views
1K
SkyDelivers
SkyDelivers
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Ideas for maximizing my message?
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5
Views
419
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
Wyldfyre4948
Looking to ctb via exit bag
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1
Views
451
befree
befree
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Help trying to ctb rn and its not working please help
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8
Views
612
befree
befree
CTB Dream
Venting Want cry
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2
Views
410
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
Embalmer
Venting my bf treats me like shit but maybe i just deserve it
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17
Views
1K
90starve
90starve
soft-flower345
Is wanting to be murdered a valid suicide method?
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8
Views
1K
Forever Sleep
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CTB Dream
Venting Not want life
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0
Views
329
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
FuneralCry
Venting Do you feel like you don’t belong anywhere?
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21
Views
818
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
Pardoe84
Suicidal because of Sex
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5
Views
924
Pardoe84
Pardoe84
5
Series of talks about suicide by Shelly Kagan.
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3
Views
492
nightshade00
nightshade00
Duochrome-Seahorse
Venting my sister threatened to fire me from my job for my mental health
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0
Views
373
Duochrome-Seahorse
Duochrome-Seahorse
ctb-soon
If your method is hanging, would you recommend it? Why?
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8
Views
1K
Spidsnoegenhat2
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HopefulSleep
Help What is the perfect sn dose if I weight little above 90kg? The dose chart shows that 24g is enough but if I calculate with the LD50 I would need 32+g.
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3
Views
564
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
mob
Venting Jumping from addiction to addiction
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4
Views
540
mob
mob
mittymittens
Story friend may be dating my SA’er
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7
Views
628
mittymittens
mittymittens
Red Desert
Help Want to try drugs for the first time before CTB
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6
Views
982
ApparentlyNot
ApparentlyNot
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Venting Feeling increasingly lonely and confused
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2
Views
445
ibiza1933
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ETA CTB in Car
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2
Views
626
ThatStateOfMind
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Busridin'26
Venting I stopped eating Monday afternoon.
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22
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1K
MerryGoDown
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h.sonnenschein
Venting It feels like I’m watching someone else.
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5
Views
477
dumpsterfire
dumpsterfire
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