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Suicide Discussion

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I
I don’t think I wanna die anymore
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16
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791
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
A
Held out Hope for 10 years
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5
Views
507
wheretfami
W
ToTheTwillight
Discussion What's your story for wanting to ctb (Summarized in just 3 sentences or bulletin points)?
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60
Views
2K
gbi2
G
obei
Discussion Anyone else feels the same?
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3
Views
492
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
B
Can staying alive be possibly worth it?
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18
Views
744
Cress
Cress
SanguineShark
Venting Sad seeing people go
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32
Views
2K
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
I
screaming at top of my lungs in silence everyday
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8
Views
881
Cress
Cress
Justnotme
A large bag and an inert gas instead of a small bag on the head
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0
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275
Justnotme
Justnotme
W
Men?
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0
Views
341
wheretfami
W
W
Is the sn source from Malaysia legit?
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8
Views
871
IsThisEverything
IsThisEverything
ClaudeCTTE
Venting How I hate my father...
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0
Views
328
ClaudeCTTE
ClaudeCTTE
PropaneOctane
Method risperidone for CTB
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2
Views
568
Darkover
Darkover
it's_a_little_cruel
Story Jill & Jane: Capability and Neccesity - If one can, does that mean one should?
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6
Views
1K
Death is my goal
Death is my goal
F
Need Help with Medicaments
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2
Views
340
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
it's_a_little_cruel
Story Jill & Jane: Capability and Neccesity - If one can, does that mean one should?
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0
Views
711
it's_a_little_cruel
it's_a_little_cruel
IDoNotExist
Will I ever obtain peace?
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7
Views
522
IDoNotExist
IDoNotExist
ButterToast
  • Poll
Discussion What makes you depressed the most?
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23
Views
1K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
N
Story Ctb is the ideal option left
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5
Views
598
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Curious is anyone here ctb bc they got covid and are dealing with long term symptoms still? If so what long term symptoms are you still dealing with?
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19
Views
1K
donenow
D
Z
Getting ready to CTB tonight...
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10
Views
988
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
puella
Venting I want to be alone
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1
Views
413
voyager
voyager
idk3
  • Poll
If Nembutal and Sarco pods were available to anybody
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8
Views
692
disabledlife
disabledlife
sadrainbow
Venting One of my worst thoughts...
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2
Views
462
sadrainbow
sadrainbow
W
Is there any option for international shipping SN source?
Replies
1
Views
345
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
W
Is SN painful?
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3
Views
763
DT2007
DT2007
Treku
I thought having a pet would make me want to live
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2
Views
357
Treku
Treku
WonderingSoul
Any of you feel like you are cursed ?
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11
Views
1K
haibane
haibane
seho_j
SN going through Customs (Korea)
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2
Views
482
wieu73
W
sulk
Method how reliable is the night night method
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4
Views
1K
LifeTransit_1
LifeTransit_1
skybluesuicide
Discussion Odds there will ever be a legit source for N online?
Replies
10
Views
717
LifeTransit_1
LifeTransit_1
D
Trazadone and hydrocodone
Replies
0
Views
282
donewithlife1
D
M
Method die with compressed air can
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3
Views
1K
Someone123
S
Some place nice
Crying for help to my friend
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1
Views
422
iDontKnowWhat
iDontKnowWhat
D
Venting On not having a place in existence
Replies
6
Views
844
dreamsofdecadence
D
W
Most lethal non-prescription drug?
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27
Views
3K
Orbitc
Orbitc
mold
Suicidal Ideation and Schizophrenia
Replies
1
Views
414
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
venua
Venting Sense of self
Replies
6
Views
710
Bruce
Bruce
d3ad
Venting I am cursed, literally.
Replies
3
Views
677
katara
katara
noatacanti2020
Venting tech lay offs
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0
Views
446
noatacanti2020
noatacanti2020
CTB Dream
Venting Erase
Replies
3
Views
471
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
internetgrime
I'm cursed and a danger to others.
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13
Views
569
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
mouseteacup
Help why helium purity??
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2
Views
789
ClownWorld2023
C
SeaBreeze
Method Plastic bag asphyxia w/ aerosol deodorant?
Replies
1
Views
602
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
Localized
Help Jumping
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0
Views
441
Localized
Localized
cultpup
Discussion dissociative identity disorder & survival instinct
Replies
7
Views
561
Decayed
Decayed
aura.
Venting i have an restrictive eating disorder
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3
Views
415
aura.
aura.
hhh_
ctb dream
Replies
1
Views
325
IDoNotExist
IDoNotExist
hungariancorpse
Method Co2 Upgrade
Replies
2
Views
664
hungariancorpse
hungariancorpse
S
Can my partner be there with me while I die without being charged?
Replies
14
Views
877
fishygirl
fishygirl
S
Can I dm someone about SN resources?
Replies
2
Views
464
suicidal flapper
S
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