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PlasticFace

PlasticFace

My story is in my about me, if you'd like to know.
Feb 16, 2023
100
Why does it never get better?? Why was I lied to?? Why was EVERYONE lied to??

"The tremors will get better over time." I havent been able to get out of bed in weeks because my legs are practically vibrating. I have to CRAWL to go to the bathroom or feed my cat. Thank god I moved everything to the bottom floor.

"The anxiety is temporary, you just need practice with social situations." Why do I always feel watched and judged and like I cant breathe?? I stand in front of my WINDOW and just the knowledge that anybody could see me out the window is petrifying.

Im so fucking skinny now I can't eat or drink more than once every few days.

Why do I have nothing better to do than complain. I'm always complaining its so annoying. I convince myself to finally ctb and something happens and then I get this rush of feeling like life is worth it and itll get better.

IT NEVER GETS BETTER.

crisis.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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I understand and I'm sorry you are going through this . Everyone lied to me that it would get better and it never did
 
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bishopxowiki

bishopxowiki

Bishop
Jan 9, 2024
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You have crippling social anxiety? Or it something else
 

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