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sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
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yea kinda. what i see in india is, everyone pull each other down. they persevere so much and dedicate their life to ruin others.
I think that's what they do in China too. Chinese people are very self-interested and ambitious, and they look to tear other people down. Chinese parents compare their kids' achievements and want their kid to be the best and outshine others. Everything is a competition
 
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destinationlosangel

destinationlosangel

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Feb 16, 2024
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i wonder that too and it puzzles me. for example, in india, evil normies breed to have kids as a backup plan for old age. surprisingly civilizable people and empathetic people are very low in number. it now seems to me that humans are not same. i think there are unbelievably different minds among us and we think all of us are same.
agreed. funny thing is ppl who i think would make good parents are deciding not to have kids. talking about india
 
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RedDoor

RedDoor

Tired... just Tired
Apr 13, 2023
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Its because of the curse that hunts us every day "Hope" its meaningless
 
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Wei yu

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꜉äø€ę¬”ꈑēœ‹äŗ†čæ™äøŖē”µč§†čŠ‚ē›®ļ¼Œå†…容ę˜Æ关äŗŽäø­å›½čæ™äŗ›ē©·äŗŗäøå¾—äøē¦»å¼€å®¶ä¹”ēš„城åø‚åÆ»ę‰¾å·„ä½œēš„ę•…äŗ‹ć€‚他们äøå¾—äøåœØ艰苦ēš„ę”件äø‹å·„作ļ¼ŒåŖę˜Æäøŗäŗ†å…»å®¶ē³Šå£ć€‚ęˆ‘č®°å¾—ęˆ‘é—®å¦ˆå¦ˆ"他们äøŗ什么äø"å¹²č„†CTBļ¼Ÿäøŗä»€ä¹ˆä»–ä»¬č¦åœØčæ™ä¹ˆē³Ÿē³•ēš„ēŽÆ境äø‹č¾›č‹¦å·„作ļ¼Ÿ"儹ē«Ÿē„¶čæ™ä¹ˆęƒ³ļ¼Œéœ‡ęƒŠåœ°ēœ‹ē€ęˆ‘怂

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sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
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ꈑę˜Æäø­å›½äŗŗļ¼Œä½ čƒ½å’Œęˆ‘分äŗ«ä½ ēœ‹ēš„ē”µč§†čŠ‚ē›®å—ļ¼Ÿäø­å›½ēš„ē©·äŗŗēœŸåÆꀜ
ꈑäøč®°å¾—ē”µč§†čŠ‚ē›®å«ä»€ä¹ˆć€‚šŸ˜… åƹļ¼Œå®ƒä»¬å¾ˆåÆꀜ šŸ˜­
 
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ꈑäøč®°å¾—ē”µč§†čŠ‚ē›®å«ä»€ä¹ˆć€‚šŸ˜… åƹļ¼Œå®ƒä»¬å¾ˆåÆꀜ šŸ˜­
ꈑäøč®°å¾—ē”µč§†čŠ‚ē›®å«ä»€ä¹ˆć€‚šŸ˜… åƹļ¼Œå®ƒä»¬å¾ˆ
The pension for the elderly in rural China is only more than 100 yuan per month. I know a girl who is a high school student with a rural household registration. Due to academic reasons, she was unable to continue her studies. She was faced with a choice: enter a cruel factory in China or commit suicide. She committed suicide. I'm better than her. I have a rich relative. I could go work for her.
ꈑäøč®°å¾—ē”µč§†čŠ‚ē›®å«ä»€ä¹ˆć€‚šŸ˜… åƹļ¼Œå®ƒä»¬å¾ˆåÆꀜ šŸ˜­
 
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Wei yu

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ꈑäøč®°å¾—ē”µč§†čŠ‚ē›®å«ä»€ä¹ˆć€‚šŸ˜… åƹļ¼Œå®ƒä»¬å¾ˆåÆꀜ šŸ˜­
I also couldn't continue my studies in high school, but I was luckier than her and had a rich relative.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
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I also couldn't continue my studies in high school, but I was luckier than her and had a rich relative.
Oops I used the wrong 他. To be honest, I don't know why I used 它 instead šŸ˜… I even chose it out specifically, maybe I was thinking about how animals suffer well?
 
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Wei yu

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Oops I used the wrong 他 omg
You may not understand the concept of household registration. The girl who committed suicide had a rural household registration. The pension for the elderly with rural registered permanent residence is only more than 100 yuan per month.https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hukou
 
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Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
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šŸŽ¶"But in the end, it doesn't even matter." šŸŽ¶ Lead singer of Linkin Park who eventually killed himself.



I've only watched it twice. I can't do it anymore. It really hurts. Listen to the crowd singing his bridge for In The End - it's crushing.

His last recorded song :
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
957
Because the pain of being suicidal is worse? I'm surprised how many times it's been said, and people keeps asking. Dying is hard, painful and makes you go through a battle against guilt, extreme depression, survival panic...
It's not like you choose to be suicidal though, but yeah it does suck!
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Imo someone that is in tune with reality would be fearful of and disgusted with life and this world and would be looking for an escape.

So imo normies are brainwashed
 
sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
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I've heard about it. Why do you think that this system was implemented? Why is someone's identity tied to their birthplace? I heard that you could change your Hukou as well, but what is the purpose of Hukou in general? An identification system? My mom was talking about how her Chinese colleagues are applying/registering for Hukous for their American kids, and she was sad that she didn't do that for me as well. I had this Chinese travel document thing, but had to give it up once I reached 18.
 
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Wei yu

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ęˆ‘å¬čÆ“čæ‡ć€‚ę‚Ø认äøŗäøŗä»€ä¹ˆč¦å®žę–½čæ™é”¹åˆ¶åŗ¦ļ¼Ÿäøŗ什么äø€äøŖäŗŗēš„čŗ«ä»½äøŽå‡ŗē”Ÿåœ°č”ē³»åœØäø€čµ·ļ¼Ÿęˆ‘听čƓ你也åÆä»„ę”¹å˜ä½ ēš„ęˆ·å£ļ¼Œä½†ę˜Æęˆ·å£ēš„äø€čˆ¬ē”Ø途ę˜Æ什么ļ¼Ÿčŗ«ä»½čƆ别ē³»ē»Ÿļ¼Ÿęˆ‘å¦ˆå¦ˆę­£åœØ谈č®ŗ儹ēš„äø­å›½åŒäŗ‹å¦‚何äøŗ他们ēš„ē¾Žå›½å­©å­ē”³čÆ·/ę³Øå†Œęˆ·å£ļ¼Œå„¹å¾ˆé—ę†¾å„¹ę²”꜉äøŗęˆ‘ä¹Ÿå¦‚ę­¤ć€‚ęˆ‘ęœ‰čæ™ä»½äø­å›½ę—…č”ŒčƁ件ļ¼Œä½†åˆ°äŗ†18å²å°±ę”¾å¼ƒäŗ†ć€‚
I cannot change my hukou. It is true that some people can change their hukou, but those are the social elite. I need to comply with the policies of the place I am moving to
 
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brokeandbroken

Warlock
Apr 18, 2023
796
Once I watched this TV programme about these poor people in China who had to find work in a city away from their hometown. They had to work in grueling conditions just to put food on the table for their families. I remember that I asked my mom "why don't they just ctb? Why do they toil away in such awful circumstances?" She stared at me in shock for even thinking that.
The most honest answer is this. They don't know any better. It's the definition of oppression. They are so oppressed they don't even know better.
 
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