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auror.
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- Jun 7, 2021
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Sexual abuse from ages 5-11 (maybe even earlier?). I was already an anxious, introverted, self-defeating child before that, so you can imagine how much worse things got. I spent most of my childhood being paranoid. Believed that I was being monitored by the Illuminati and that God would kill me in my sleep. Never had a moment of peace. And ta-da! Suicidal ideation by the time I was 11.
Despite it all, l was still going strong — or so I thought. I had big hopes for my future, it's just too bad that I suck.
Despite it all, l was still going strong — or so I thought. I had big hopes for my future, it's just too bad that I suck.