Discussion Where are you on the Emmengard Suicide Scale today?

[ComradeJas]

between 9-10 tbh
don't really feel sad or anything at this moment, just... empty.

 

[TheQ22]

9.99999

 

[ExRN]

7 - 8 today.

 

[OttOnSN]

8-9 the last while. Getting pretty tired of it all.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

8.5, maybe 9.

 

[Pol]

5

 

[deadwithoutmusic]

Usually around a 6 but can get to 8 a couple of times a week

 

[Lilacmoon]

8.5 tehe

 

[LoveMePlease]

between 7 and 8

 

[BridgeJumper]

Think Im kinda upgrading to 8 since yesterday :'D The only reason I wont do anything is fuck psych ward

 

[restingspot]

I really like this scale for trying to place my emotions and level of distress.

Where are you guys today?

edit: a couple of people are saying 10, keep in mind this means that you're literally trying to kill yourself right now

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5

 

[sadstuffie]

7. fml.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

9

 

[muffin222]

5 today

 

[Stubbe]

Been doing well today. So only a 6-7.

 

[Ghost2211]

6

 

[BitterlyAlive]

9

 

[TheSomebody]

9 but can go 10 anytime.

 

[Ready2GoNow]

8

 

[sadworld]

I'm at a 9, i hope my SN arrives in the next few weeks, i can't wait

 

[pika8787]

I would say 8/10 im drunk and I hate my life. Going to ctb before end of october.

 

[Lupgevif]

Got from 8 to 6 recently, no apparent reason.

 

[Marchioness]

3.5 as of right now

 

[TheSoulless]

I've been 5 for many weeks. Now I'm 8. I don't know how to cope with my reasons to ctb anymore... At least I cry now instead of just staring at nothingness

 

[Anonymoususer1234]

I think 4 or 5. A lot lower than the rest of the replies here.

 

[user56765567]

6-7 in better moments but mostly 8-9 on the daily as I could go any day now whenever I wanted to as I got everything set so I could go.

 

[_Broken_alice]

7-8 on a "good" day. Most days lately, somewhere between 8 & 9. Haven't been under a 6 in ~15 years. We already have multiple notes in our journal for the few people left in our miserable life, and one that no longer is (our bio-father). Within the last two weeks, we nearly got right out of bed from a horrible dream and ate a bullet without even thinking about it.. No conscious decision, just impulse and subconscious drive to end this torture Our dreams (when we can sleep) just take whatever pain we are feeling and make it our entire existence. And thanks to MH issues, we aren't even certain THIS is reality anymore.

 

[hermestrimegistus]

Between 6 and 7. Actively trying to distract myself. Trying to deny to myself that I'm having thoughts of ending it. Drinking to excess. Definitely need help. But won't make the mistake of trying to get some. I'm beyond help. So I'm just going to keep drowning

 

[Yaffle]

I haven't had a moment below 5/6 for decades.

Currently elements of 8 & 9

 

[ve.nin]

100