Zyntkalla
Welcome to hell on Earth
- Aug 28, 2020
- 85
I feel the descriptions scale is so different to how I experience suicidality, suicide attempts, and life generally, that I can't use it.
Right now, probably at an 8 for proximity to carrying out something likely to result in death, but mood is a nice calm euphoria. Thoughts of suicide are not distressing me at all because I am confident that I have a solid plan and when they do bubble up they're of the "ooh yisss, gonna be escaping on dat bus soon" variety.