Discussion Where are you on the Emmengard Suicide Scale today?

[OnlyTheWind]

7-8, but please, don't call me fam.

 

[nitroautnz]

Spend my all life between 4 and 5, and now I am at 9 for month.

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

8. 9 seems like too much of an undertaking for my depressed ass right now.

 

[Passersby]

Logically long term 10. Whenever I got up the first part of the day was like 8. Now its at around a 5. Not in the frontal lobe front and center but hanging out in the back at 5.

 

[ItsOverIsntIt]

8-9 right now

 

[AMG44]

Today i'd be a 3 or 4

 

[Captive of Mind]

9 for sure.

Damn, I am surprised at how many people here aren't in the planning stage or at least at an 8. It looks like a lot of people come here just to cope.

 

[vacant_n]

Well I still have rope-burn on my neck, so probably a 9. On a good day I can get myself down to a 6 or 7.

 

[WhatIsMyLife]

Well, I'm technically at a nine, since I have my plan ready to go. But right now I'm a five. Just waiting for the right time.

 

[Captive of Mind]

Ohh, well that makes sense. I guess I'm not in the actively planning stage 24/7. I am usually at a 7 but reach a 9 every day.

 

[Malatesta]

I´m usually at 3 or 4. Not in a hurry for ctb nowadays. Maybe in 5 years I'll be wanting to, but for sure I'll want to ctb by myself. I just want to now how to do it on advance.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

9. I have been on a gifting spree

 

[DyingAlf]

9 - but definitely don't need to tell someone!

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

8-9 too suicidal

 

[262653]

I've imagined another scale in parallel to this one, where the suicidal person doesn't see suicide as something bad, and doesn't seek obstacles disguised as help.

 

[Jellyfish42]

8-9 for me. Im actively adding more fuel to the fire that is ctb because I've reached the point of no return. I'm done with life personally, it's just the aftermath that is keeping me hesitant (damage to friends, family) all that nonsense

 

[Grav]

Normally, daily, a 5.75-6. Peak up to an 8 but then part of my brain will throw in enough uncertainty to stop.

 

[ITryHard]

Unfortunately, I'm at a 9.

 

[Lostandlooking]

Am feeling less of an urge the last couple of days. But I finally got my SN today and I've rewritten my suicide note. Also gave away some money to charity. So I'd say 9.

 

[Drowning fish]

Last year same date, I was a 3 now I'm 8-9 everyday. It's so bad I can't do anything but sleeping out off living not giving a damn about being a dysfunctional adult.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

5. life is alright, but i'd rather die.

 

[inactive]

I'm generally between 7 to 8. The "I NEED TO CALL SOMEONE" on the latter panel cracks me up, lol. As if that would repair my life.

 

[Rue89]

9. I wish planning ctb wasn't so difficult. It's harder not being able to do it at home because there's almost always one other family members at home or I only have a couple hours max to myself. I'd probably be gone by now if they weren't.

 

[Shinkansen]

between 8 and 9, I won't be in this world much longer.

 

[Lupgevif]

8. I swear the only thing stopping me from going to 9 is laziness. I don't have the energy to study anything.

Sorry for editing this twice now, but I am sort of making other preparations, like giving subtle hints I may not be here anymore in the close future (no explicit goodbyes) and getting rid of some stuff I think I won't need anymore or don't wanna people to see after I'm gone. I am also working on the note already. I am between 8 and 9, a plan is the only thing I still need to make the jump to 9.

 

[Sensei]

4

 

[LivedTooLong]

8-9. Desperately want to do it. Trying to hold on for the sake of someone I love, though I'm incapable of helping them or even being a decent friend.

 

[nerve]

6

I just climbed out of a huge crying spell, so I honestly feel too tired to put more thought into suicide.

 

[BipolarGuy]

I really like this scale for trying to place my emotions and level of distress.

Where are you guys today?

edit: a couple of people are saying 10, keep in mind this means that you're literally trying to kill yourself right now

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[Sprite_Geist]

20.