When is it enough?

[ToTheTwillight]

Hi
Other people would have killed themselves already ten times in my situation. I m just stupid or coward.
I don't know how much more I have to go through before I finally quit.

Enough? It was enough shit already many years ago. What am I still doing here?

I don't understand myself .

Can anybody relate?

To some degree I can relate, although I don't want to reveal personal details, but it's like when I was a teen I got the speech about life of 'moving on, it will get better, life is a gift'... Only to find bigger and greater degree of shit and deception and disappointment. It scares me that no degree of suffering makes these prolifer say you may go, but rather try to enforce you to stick around for never lasting suffering

 

[Meteora]

I guess that'd the trick, to see through it like that movie with the sunglasses and the wrestler lmao. My mother is a devout Christian and my dad used to be big into self help, so they're all about hope. I wish they weren't, maybe then it wouldn't be so hard to leave them :(

Can relate. Being Christian is not about what others think quite the reverse.

 

[Meteora]

So many momths later and I still feel the same. Sad, lonely, overwhelmed, depressed as f***.

(changed my nick)

 

[Meteora]

I know, if I would stop taking the meds I would become very very suicidal. It would be a guarantee for suicide. Still I m hesitant.

 

[Meteora]

Same question all over again.
What for?
Now that I ve lost him. there s no point going on.

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

No one would have to write here if there was a legal right to die worldwide for all, as it should be.