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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,334
Autism
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
1,868
Low genetic quality.
I'm a biologist. Let me tell you a few things about genetics. Suppose you have a gene that is resulting in problems for you. Unless it's an incredibly rare gene (one occurring in only 1 in 50,000 people, or thereabouts) then that gene will be a valuable gene to have in different circumstancs. It couldn't persist in the population otherwise. It's the combination of your DNA plus your present environment and circumstances that results in effects. So don't blame your genes, or yourself. You are just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Your great great great great great great great grandkids, if you have any, may describe the exact same DNA you have as "high genetic quality".
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,132
Tinnitus/health
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
Knowing that nothing matters, it's all just to get some dopamine and then die.

I also hate that existance is meant for people who want to procreate, orgasm and raise families "Build the tribe"
I have no such feelings, i don't feel love or have any interest in it, i have people who like me for some reason but perhaps i'm just good at playing the chilled out guy vibe. I don't grasp the social elements well at all, i've pretended to be a stoner for the past 16 years just to use it as a crutch.

I really feel like i should have been born into another kind of universe, i'm really just an anomaly, i like that though some days.

It's not really depression for me, it's just i know the game, the script and i'm putting a end to it, good times.
 
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Kichiissad

Kichiissad

Kichi
May 4, 2023
11
I just hate myself. I hate my body a lot, everyday that I wake up in it is torture.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
Im a failure and I have nothing to look forward to
 
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Nebel_meer

Nebel_meer

Memento Mori/Помни о смерти
May 10, 2023
41
Chronic pain from incurable diseases
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
495
mental illnesses that make having a normal life impossible and there is no chance of it getting better in the environment I'm in right now.
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,879
Suppose you have a gene that is resulting in problems for you
I'm not gonna suppose that because my problems are the result of A LOT of genes.​

It's the combination of your DNA plus your present environment and circumstances that results in effects.
The environment can have a influence too, but much less than genetics in my case-type (KHHV).​

So don't blame your genes
Of course I blame my genes, I'm a short bald fat bespectacled unattractive depressed weird creepy awkward virgin, that's all genetics. If I was a 6'3" GigaChad I would be slaying instead of posting here lol.

The only negative influence that the environment has had on me is that my mother (who doesn't work and has had mental problems since forever, which is also genetics) has leeched 60+% of my money, the rest has been all genetics.
or yourself
I have freed myself from any guilt/regret/remorse since I know it's all about genetics (with a bit of environment).

grandkids, if you have any
Luckily that's not gonna happen. :haha:
 
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suicidalcatlady

suicidalcatlady

Member
May 7, 2023
76
mental illnesses that make having a normal life impossible and there is no chance of it getting better in the environment I'm in right now.
I'm in the same boat as well actually
 
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MrOptions

MrOptions

Let it go. This to shall pass.
Jan 6, 2020
178
Currently dealing with the following: Cancer, disabled from a surgery recently, daily physical and mental pain, job loss in February 2023, no real friends, limited amount of money to survive, potential homelessness in the future. And a totally shit world that we live in.

We need access to suicide booths like in Futuroma.
futurama GIF
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,135
Biggest reason: Disabled = Chronic pain = mental illness | No money = no game dev.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,429
because I am not cis female. I hate living with gender dysphoria and envy.
 
LigottiSchopenhauer

LigottiSchopenhauer

Student
Jan 7, 2023
133
I have tried endlessly to make friends and romantic relationships, and all my attempts have failed. I am terminally alone and my only comfort is alcohol.
 
muzzle

muzzle

coca cola
May 13, 2023
19
i've always had a massive death wish for some reason since i was a little kid. i suppose being ugly and traumatized as well doesn't help. i don't really trust or get along with anyone? i have high levels of paranoia and i feel like everyone is all the time out to get me but that's probably just my inner narcissist fronting lol.
 
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numbnesshuman

numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
63
Wish to ctb since I'm a kid too. Everyone just want me to do what they want instead of what I want? Overdosed once at 16 but failed, now socially disconnected with friends, having 3 months unpaid leave at work and feel negative towards everything.
 
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mitsuko.055

Member
May 13, 2023
15
There are many things like i have no money , i struggle with my mental health since i was 10 , my dad was fucked up most of my life now he is trying to change but it's too late, i have made a ton of mistakes, i feel like my friends find me annoying. The only thing that can change my life is to go to another country with another identity after I raise some money but even this is hard to achieve.
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
448
My parents and the girl i love rejected me
 
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unsaiddes

unsaiddes

Member
Apr 25, 2023
74
Life is only going to continue to get worse, there's nothing and nobody in this world worth sticking it out for. I also have this deep and certain feeling that I was never meant to make it.
 
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Yozo_oba

Yozo_oba

"When I go out, I hope I go just as beutifully"
Mar 11, 2023
32
The constant suffering caused purely by existing.
 
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sheleftme1

Member
Apr 29, 2023
77
The woman I fell in love with is never going to be in my life anymore and I'm looking at prison time due to our last day together being physical even though she was the aggressor.
 
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bladerunner6

Member
Apr 28, 2023
8
Depression. No future to look forward to.
 
Chloe3

Chloe3

Member
Mar 9, 2023
18
I will never love myself. My body feels not like mine and makes me freak out often. Im just tired of all this, tired of me.
 
WaffleWoman

WaffleWoman

Ready to sleep
May 16, 2023
180
I feel like i was never destined to live in this world
 
WokenDier

WokenDier

Member
May 17, 2023
33
I shouldn't have born at all. I am tired of living...
 
numbnesshuman

numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
63
Depression, feeling numb with no emotion, sometimes just suddenly cry. Family only knows how to escape instead of face my depression.
 
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tiredangelgirl

tiredangelgirl

i'm sorry i'm trying my best
Aug 1, 2022
76
money

I work my ass off, a full time job and I do door dash to make extra money as well. I get by but just barely. I need a break but can't afford to take off work to get proper help. the us sucks and doesn't care about their people
 
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Kittzuni

Pull u close & OD, I'll love u 'til I'm comatose.
May 7, 2023
64
My husband.

I've never wanted to die as much as I did when I was with him but weirdly enough I could say the same about living. Love is an awfully strange thing.
 

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