Discussion What’s the biggest reason you want to ctb?

[Praestat_Mori]

Not being able to sustain the life I want to live.

 

[Xta4Love]

My 7 psychiatric disorders. Im 36 and was never able to build a life. No job, no career, no partner, no kids. Just suffering

 

[blue_muse]

Life. I don't want to be in a society full of narcissistic vampires, who see it as entertainment to treat me nicely one moment and discard me the next.

 

[illvoid]

Transgender in America, mental and physical illnesses that I've gone through hell and back to have treated only to make zero progress, etc etc. Its just not even worth it anymore. I love my friends and family and know that they love me, but I've come to terms with the fact that everyone is going to die. I think I should have the right to control when that happens for me personally for any reason.

 

[alexit]

Tinnitus/health

Same

 

[Huggs]

Pain. Suffering an indefinite time in the world is such a common thing to experience and it's mostly lots of luck, lots of money and likability avoiding it.

 

[Eisenfuchs]

Abuse, betrayal, and regret. Some people are never really your friends.

 

[todiefor]

Fear of being abandoned / abused / neglected, past experience of being abandoned / abused neglected. Just too tired and hopeless now