Method What's in your suicide kit? I study pharmacology

[gecgecgec]

SN method. SN and Metoclopramide are easy to purchase and relatively cheap to get where I'm from. I would've CTB a long time ago if I had some benzos, I don't want to experience the anxiousness that kicks in right after drinking SN. If only they weren't difficult to obtain.

 

[sserafim]

I don't have anything except for my ADHD meds (Adderall) and my sister's Vyvanse that's lying around at home. I heard that stimulant overdoses were painful and not recommended…

 

[BardBarrie]

I have Methylmethaqualone and Protonitazene (both are legal research chemical drugs, with proto being an opioid stronger than fentanyl) on me all the time because of a snitch that might ruin my life, I will overdose before cops bring me into any police station, even though the crime is small, I have nothing to live for and American prison sounds worse than death. Last year I overdosed on Methylmethaqualone, unintentionally as some forum was saying dosages of 100-500 were required just for a normal high, but they must have had a bad batch because me and everyone on reddit responded strongly to doses below 10mg, I would have died if my roommate didn't call an ambulance, since I guess he heard my unconscious body seizing and foaming at the mouth.

But I simply took too much and passed out, the doc said I had a seizure (normal with these Quaalude analogues) but I fell asleep and was unconscious for all of that. So I added an opioid, Protonitazene to aid me in a quicker and guaranteed death next time. I have about 50mg of Protonitazene and 150mg Methylmethaqualone in a MARKED capsule that I keep in my daily medicine container. For reference, you only need about 2mg of Fentanyl to die, so a similar amount would be for Protonitazene, and for Methylmethaqualone, smoking 2-3mg will give an intense high, slightly more is needed orally so I made it 150 for the overkill.

I make this post because I have no idea why you people choose weird techniques or devices, or SN for suicide, when you can literally buy similar drugs, legally and online, similar to those used in legal assisted suicides in Switzerland (Pentobarbital and Fentanyl is what is officially used iirc) which will allow you to go unconscious and then die peacefully, it is simply a strong GABAergic (Pentobarbital) and an opioid (Fentanyl) to guarantee death while asleep, as it should be. This is why my kit is a strong opioid, and a strong GABAergic with a more narrow therapeutic index than Pentobarbital, as Pentobarbital is impossible to get nowadays.

I chose MMQ as my GABAergic (GABAergic drugs are those like Ambien, Xanax, Pentobarbital, and in my case Methylmethaqualone) because it worked before, but could easily replace it with a legal research chemical benzodiazepine like Flubromazepam, which is more akin to Pentobarbital and will only make you pass out with the opioid, rather than pass out and cause a seizure, if I wanted to avoid a seizure from MMQ, although I passed out before my seizure last time and felt nothing, basically fell asleep and woke up in a hospital with a tube in my throat.

TL;DR I study pharmacology but don't want to commit the crime of assisted suicide so I wont help you acquire these legal research chemicals, and wont help you make a plan although I am very willing to tell you if your suicide kit will not guarantee your death and if it is a painful route, so that at least you don't take that route, as suicide does not have to be painful. Mainly because all of the guides I see here sound extremely painful and may impair you severely but not render you unconscious.

I'm so discouraged by debates on drug type, dosage, sourcing and — most importantly — authenticity of the drug you actually buy, that I'm just gonna try and hang myself whilst drunk instead since that at least seems to be a reliable method.

I also have no pharmaceutical education and am afraid of just poisoning myself and being in conscious agony for a very long time.

 

[hiAbbey]

I'm so discouraged by debates on drug type, dosage, sourcing and — most importantly — authenticity of the drug you actually buy, that I'm just gonna try and hang myself whilst drunk instead since that at least seems to be a reliable method.

I also have no pharmaceutical education and am afraid of just poisoning myself and being in conscious agony for a very long time.

Same here.

 

[BardBarrie]

Same here.

Wish it didn't have to be like this; wish we could die peacefully.
I see no point of consciousness if it's going to be an experience the individual doesn't want.

 

[sserafim]

I don't have anything except for my ADHD meds (Adderall) and my sister's Vyvanse that's lying around at home. I heard that stimulant overdoses were painful and not recommended…

Oops I meant *Elvanse and Vyvanse, but they're the same thing. Lol

 

[BardBarrie]

Oops I meant *Elvanse and Vyvanse, but they're the same thing. Lol

Overdoses on regular meds are notoriously unreliable.

 

[Euthanza]

I think I have to had 10 hours reading this thread. Will comeback again later.

My kit is currently SN regimen but open for more peaceful suggestion.

 

[unabletocope]

As things stand I have SN meto getting diazepam and paracetamol, as the SN guide states. Is this enough? Reading the OP I'm concerned SN will not work and would like verification to be sure, I think he's right about hanging though

 

[LaVieEnRose]

As things stand I have SN meto getting diazepam and paracetamol, as the SN guide states. Is this enough? Reading the OP I'm concerned SN will not work and would like verification to be sure, I think he's right about hanging though

Yes that's enough. There is no guarantee of success unfortunately

 

[F@#$]

.357 revolver, box of hollow point ammo.

 

[bte]

I have a 357 coming and will buy the same ammo.

 

[justlikeus]

I'm just wandering why not everybody uses the inert gas method. It relatively cheap (<100€), and the most peaceful one I know that is still accessible.
There might be a little know how needed for setup, but it should be easy enough.

 

[bluegoldbear]

Any got sources from @Proper Overdoser ? I tried looking for hours on the clearnet, reddit, telegram, but can't find anything.

 

[ms_beaverhousen]

Wanting to overdose on several grams of propranolol or diphenhydramine. Or maybe both? Add in a few painkillers if I can steal them from my grandmother who abuses them. Using quetiapine as an anti emetic. Thoughts? Successful? Or h2s gas using a fungicide and lime sulfur. Dont know if I need a bucket's worth like I've seen others of if a liter's worth would be enough. I'm limited in funds. Would prefer to buy a gun.

 

[Kayastor]

I have Methylmethaqualone and Protonitazene (both are legal research chemical drugs, with proto being an opioid stronger than fentanyl) on me all the time because of a snitch that might ruin my life, I will overdose before cops bring me into any police station, even though the crime is small, I have nothing to live for and American prison sounds worse than death. Last year I overdosed on Methylmethaqualone, unintentionally as some forum was saying dosages of 100-500 were required just for a normal high, but they must have had a bad batch because me and everyone on reddit responded strongly to doses below 10mg, I would have died if my roommate didn't call an ambulance, since I guess he heard my unconscious body seizing and foaming at the mouth.

But I simply took too much and passed out, the doc said I had a seizure (normal with these Quaalude analogues) but I fell asleep and was unconscious for all of that. So I added an opioid, Protonitazene to aid me in a quicker and guaranteed death next time. I have about 50mg of Protonitazene and 150mg Methylmethaqualone in a MARKED capsule that I keep in my daily medicine container. For reference, you only need about 2mg of Fentanyl to die, so a similar amount would be for Protonitazene, and for Methylmethaqualone, smoking 2-3mg will give an intense high, slightly more is needed orally so I made it 150 for the overkill.

I make this post because I have no idea why you people choose weird techniques or devices, or SN for suicide, when you can literally buy similar drugs, legally and online, similar to those used in legal assisted suicides in Switzerland (Pentobarbital and Fentanyl is what is officially used iirc) which will allow you to go unconscious and then die peacefully, it is simply a strong GABAergic (Pentobarbital) and an opioid (Fentanyl) to guarantee death while asleep, as it should be. This is why my kit is a strong opioid, and a strong GABAergic with a more narrow therapeutic index than Pentobarbital, as Pentobarbital is impossible to get nowadays.

I chose MMQ as my GABAergic (GABAergic drugs are those like Ambien, Xanax, Pentobarbital, and in my case Methylmethaqualone) because it worked before, but could easily replace it with a legal research chemical benzodiazepine like Flubromazepam, which is more akin to Pentobarbital and will only make you pass out with the opioid, rather than pass out and cause a seizure, if I wanted to avoid a seizure from MMQ, although I passed out before my seizure last time and felt nothing, basically fell asleep and woke up in a hospital with a tube in my throat.

TL;DR I study pharmacology but don't want to commit the crime of assisted suicide so I wont help you acquire these legal research chemicals, and wont help you make a plan although I am very willing to tell you if your suicide kit will not guarantee your death and if it is a painful route, so that at least you don't take that route, as suicide does not have to be painful. Mainly because all of the guides I see here sound extremely painful and may impair you severely but not render you unconscious.

would 137 .1mg pills of clonidine be enough and would I just pass while I'm asleep or would it be painful. Or is it not even lethal, I have heard that people have died of it but I'm not sure if I have enough or if it's painless enough to be something I want to use.

 

[billie]

In my suicide kit there are 500 sleeping pills (diphenhydramine)
One pill contains 50mg
500 × 50mg = 25,000mg (25g)
I also have razor blades

 

[bb142342]

Wow, I've now read through everything.

The beginning was encouraging as always, because you can supposedly buy everything "freely". And little by little the same result again.None...

Contradictory quantities everywhere.And the fear of basically waking up disabled and being a burden to others.Does anyone have current information on what would be the best?

What would really be the closest thing to Pentob? It was described as being Carisoprodol.
But then came the report that a lady with over 17 grams was still in a coma after 12 hours and could be rescued.And then the LD. 7x higher. Does this mean that you would have to take 15g x 7? So 105g for Carisoprodol or am I completely wrong?I'm really looking for something that would be close to Pento and that you could take alone and safely. You fall asleep and suffocate in your sleep

 

[norain]

GBL is very easy to get as it's used as a pre cursors for almost all polymers and is the go to chem in the cleaning industry though if you buy legally you need a company number. Pm me if you want I can help u.

GBL is very easy to get as it's used as a pre cursors for almost all polymers and is the go to chem in the cleaning industry though if you buy legally you need a company number. Pm me if you want I can help u.

GBL is very easy to get as it's used as a pre cursors for almost all polymers and is the go to chem in the cleaning industry though if you buy legally you need a company number. Pm me if you want I can help u.

PM me

 

[LostSoul1965]

PM me

That member is long gone. Last seen here May 14 2023.

 

[norain]

Wow, I've now read through everything.

The beginning was encouraging as always, because you can supposedly buy everything "freely". And little by little the same result again.None...

Contradictory quantities everywhere.And the fear of basically waking up disabled and being a burden to others.Does anyone have current information on what would be the best?

What would really be the closest thing to Pentob? It was described as being Carisoprodol.
But then came the report that a lady with over 17 grams was still in a coma after 12 hours and could be rescued.And then the LD. 7x higher. Does this mean that you would have to take 15g x 7? So 105g for Carisoprodol or am I completely wrong?I'm really looking for something that would be close to Pento and that you could take alone and safely. You fall asleep and suffocate in your sleep

I found someting info from a pharma web: Carisoprodol: Fatal overdose has been reported very rarely, and no lethal dose has been determined for this drug. Tachycardia, horizontal nystagmus, and two adults developed CNS depression, ataxia, and tachycardia after ingesting 9,450 mg have been reported in overdose.
Maybe more than 9,450 mg is needed, 28,000 will be enough?

I feel you, im looking for something similar to pento too

That member is long gone. Last seen here May 14 2023.

I hadn't realized it, thank you, i wish him peace now

 

[Chaosire]

Meh, drugs ain't really my thing.

But the girl I'm dating might be into this, she's really into (mostly) legal drugs/highs, RC's and knows more than she should about pharmacology. Though, she is very much against the idea of helping me source lethal chemicals. So I'll stick with the tried and true methods, even if it means suffering.

That member is long gone. Last seen here May 14 2023.

Ah, lol, didn't see that.

 

[mybodyisaprisoncell]

What about a ton of oral minoxidil? Will it slow down the heart and lower blood pressure enough to cause death?

 

[plutoaquarius]

The replies to this thread are no longer mentioning what the OP suggested. It's not viable?

 

[L'absent]

Mechanical methods are better. Medicines and drugs are highly unreliable

 

[L'absent]

'My son was brain damaged for life when he tried to hang himself'

Jack Barnes was left in a vegetative state for two years after his suicide attempt until he died this year. While he was alive, and since his death, vile trolls have targeted his mother, Helen

www.walesonline.co.uk

Neurologia

https://neurologia.com/

neurologia.com

Do you have the same data for failed suicides with drugs and medications? This boy was cut, otherwise the hanging would have been a success.