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Snake9111
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Thank you for such an informative post. If one were taking only hydromorphone (dialudid), how many mg would be needed for ctb? Appreciate your sharing information.I have Methylmethaqualone and Protonitazene (both are legal research chemical drugs, with proto being an opioid stronger than fentanyl) on me all the time because of a snitch that might ruin my life, I will overdose before cops bring me into any police station, even though the crime is small, I have nothing to live for and American prison sounds worse than death. Last year I overdosed on Methylmethaqualone, unintentionally as some forum was saying dosages of 100-500 were required just for a normal high, but they must have had a bad batch because me and everyone on reddit responded strongly to doses below 10mg, I would have died if my roommate didn't call an ambulance, since I guess he heard my unconscious body seizing and foaming at the mouth.
But I simply took too much and passed out, the doc said I had a seizure (normal with these Quaalude analogues) but I fell asleep and was unconscious for all of that. So I added an opioid, Protonitazene to aid me in a quicker and guaranteed death next time. I have about 50mg of Protonitazene and 150mg Methylmethaqualone in a MARKED capsule that I keep in my daily medicine container. For reference, you only need about 2mg of Fentanyl to die, so a similar amount would be for Protonitazene, and for Methylmethaqualone, smoking 2-3mg will give an intense high, slightly more is needed orally so I made it 150 for the overkill.
I make this post because I have no idea why you people choose weird techniques or devices, or SN for suicide, when you can literally buy similar drugs, legally and online, similar to those used in legal assisted suicides in Switzerland (Pentobarbital and Fentanyl is what is officially used iirc) which will allow you to go unconscious and then die peacefully, it is simply a strong GABAergic (Pentobarbital) and an opioid (Fentanyl) to guarantee death while asleep, as it should be. This is why my kit is a strong opioid, and a strong GABAergic with a more narrow therapeutic index than Pentobarbital, as Pentobarbital is impossible to get nowadays.
I chose MMQ as my GABAergic (GABAergic drugs are those like Ambien, Xanax, Pentobarbital, and in my case Methylmethaqualone) because it worked before, but could easily replace it with a legal research chemical benzodiazepine like Flubromazepam, which is more akin to Pentobarbital and will only make you pass out with the opioid, rather than pass out and cause a seizure, if I wanted to avoid a seizure from MMQ, although I passed out before my seizure last time and felt nothing, basically fell asleep and woke up in a hospital with a tube in my throat.
TL;DR I study pharmacology but don't want to commit the crime of assisted suicide so I wont help you acquire these legal research chemicals, and wont help you make a plan although I am very willing to tell you if your suicide kit will not guarantee your death and if it is a painful route, so that at least you don't take that route, as suicide does not have to be painful. Mainly because all of the guides I see here sound extremely painful and may impair you severely but not render you unconscious.
some drug dealers also ship medication, best to look around those kinds of shops and see what they have in store.Does anyone have a source that sells benzos for europe? My psychiatrist won't prescribe them
they've been inactive since May…He has not been online for many days, I am waiting for him too, hope he is okay
well idk I look into SN overdose and it just seems very unpleasant but haven't read reports idk. Rather get high and go out in euphoria and then die in my sleep
Carisoprodol actually metabolizes into a considerable amount of Meprobamate, which I am pretty sure increases the duration that he receptors are opened, just like barbiturates. Also barbs are not a direct agonist at GABAa, the main difference and what makes them more lethal is that increased duration that the GABA receptors are opened. I am also pretty sure Carisoprodol lengthens the time that those GABAa receptors are opened, not just the meprobamate. It is very unlikely that Carisoprodol is only a PAM at GABAa. It feels a lot more like a barbiturate than a benzo.
Anyway for euthanasia with oral Nembutal, swiss doctors have stated 10-15g of Nembutal were required, when you compare the LD50 of Nembutal and Carisoprodol, then Carisoprodol is not very far off. 10g of Carisoprodol would likely kill you, specially with other sedatives. Anyways, tomorrow I can look into the details
Insulin baby I'm doing short acting and long action and a few benzos and a sprinkle of sleeping pills on top! I can't waitI have Methylmethaqualone and Protonitazene (both are legal research chemical drugs, with proto being an opioid stronger than fentanyl) on me all the time because of a snitch that might ruin my life, I will overdose before cops bring me into any police station, even though the crime is small, I have nothing to live for and American prison sounds worse than death. Last year I overdosed on Methylmethaqualone, unintentionally as some forum was saying dosages of 100-500 were required just for a normal high, but they must have had a bad batch because me and everyone on reddit responded strongly to doses below 10mg, I would have died if my roommate didn't call an ambulance, since I guess he heard my unconscious body seizing and foaming at the mouth.
But I simply took too much and passed out, the doc said I had a seizure (normal with these Quaalude analogues) but I fell asleep and was unconscious for all of that. So I added an opioid, Protonitazene to aid me in a quicker and guaranteed death next time. I have about 50mg of Protonitazene and 150mg Methylmethaqualone in a MARKED capsule that I keep in my daily medicine container. For reference, you only need about 2mg of Fentanyl to die, so a similar amount would be for Protonitazene, and for Methylmethaqualone, smoking 2-3mg will give an intense high, slightly more is needed orally so I made it 150 for the overkill.
I make this post because I have no idea why you people choose weird techniques or devices, or SN for suicide, when you can literally buy similar drugs, legally and online, similar to those used in legal assisted suicides in Switzerland (Pentobarbital and Fentanyl is what is officially used iirc) which will allow you to go unconscious and then die peacefully, it is simply a strong GABAergic (Pentobarbital) and an opioid (Fentanyl) to guarantee death while asleep, as it should be. This is why my kit is a strong opioid, and a strong GABAergic with a more narrow therapeutic index than Pentobarbital, as Pentobarbital is impossible to get nowadays.
I chose MMQ as my GABAergic (GABAergic drugs are those like Ambien, Xanax, Pentobarbital, and in my case Methylmethaqualone) because it worked before, but could easily replace it with a legal research chemical benzodiazepine like Flubromazepam, which is more akin to Pentobarbital and will only make you pass out with the opioid, rather than pass out and cause a seizure, if I wanted to avoid a seizure from MMQ, although I passed out before my seizure last time and felt nothing, basically fell asleep and woke up in a hospital with a tube in my throat.
TL;DR I study pharmacology but don't want to commit the crime of assisted suicide so I wont help you acquire these legal research chemicals, and wont help you make a plan although I am very willing to tell you if your suicide kit will not guarantee your death and if it is a painful route, so that at least you don't take that route, as suicide does not have to be painful. Mainly because all of the guides I see here sound extremely painful and may impair you severely but not render you unconscious.
Where can you get that? Carisoprodol I meanThe LD50 of Carisoprodol is on average 9 times superior to Pentobarbital lol
You are the Wolf of Wall Street of suicide forums
IMWhere can you get that? Carisoprodol I mean
Thanks for the sourceIM
But I wouldn't try an OD of it if I were you
It seems to me that a much higher dosage of Clomethiaziole is needed for OD.Thanks for the source
But why is that? I should have enough of Clomethiaziole (9,5grams) and benzos. This should be fatal no?
Honestly I would prefere jumping anyways, but I cant find a good spot
Proper overdoser stated that 6 grams should be enough. Keith moon died from 6 capsules that dissolved. With ~ 200mg per capsule thats only around 1200mg.It seems to me that a much higher dosage of Clomethiaziole is needed for OD.
Proper overdoser stated that 6 grams should be enough. Keith moon died from 6 capsules that dissolved. With ~ 200mg per capsule thats only around 1200mg.
That in combination with alcohol and benzos should do the trick. But yeah, theres a reason why I'm still here. Im only around 95% sure that it will work.
I'm strongly considering a variation on this- long and short acting insulins plus clonazepam and maybe some expired baclofen. My hesitation is the fear of it being slow and uncertain. What are your thoughts around determining dosages?Insulin baby I'm doing short acting and long action and a few benzos and a sprinkle of sleeping pills on top! I can't wait
I found numbers of Olanzapine or amitriptyline much more lower then Clomethiaziole. Me personally, I don't risk a liver damage from meds If I'm not 99,9% sure it will work.
@Proper Overdoser wrote a lot of wrong statements btw
I meant this statement.7. 3-6g Clomethiazole or its analogues + Megadose benzo + 4F-Phenibut (Keith Moon died from solely 6g of Clomethiazole capsules and he had a significant tolerance to them from his addiction) make sure to encapsulate your Clomethiazole as it is very corrosive, you may need 20 capsules for 6g,
I tried to organize the combos by preference (lethal guarantee and peaceful death) and also separated the combos by items that can all be bought from a single vendor, but feel free to ask questions if you have your own prescriptions that could replace the sedatives, or any tweaks you would want to make to any of these methods.
"If" I could dream of doing it, I would dream of taking all of each vial. Maybe 1-2 klonopin to relax and 1-2 sleeping pills to drift off peacefully. I highly doubt I'd come back and if I do I'm sure I'd be in a coma or vegetative state.I'm strongly considering a variation on this- long and short acting insulins plus clonazepam and maybe some expired baclofen. My hesitation is the fear of it being slow and uncertain. What are your thoughts around determining dosages?
great suggestionWhy don't you make a detailed post on how to CTB painlessly with legal drugs then?
I AM SO THANKFUL TO REPORT THAT AFTER JOINING THIS WEBSITE AND RESEARCHING ALL OF THE KNOWLEDGE PRESENTED THAT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY SUICIDE IDEAS WERE DUMBASS IDEAS. THIS WEBSITE SAVED ME FROM POTENTIALLY MAIMING MYSELF AND MAKING MY LIVING LIFE WORSE! GOD BLESS SANCTIONED SUICIDE! WE DESERVE THE RIGHT TO HAVE A PEACEFUL DEATH! even my THERAPIST, who I have only shared the vaguest of information, agrees! Sanctioned Suicide is correct and right and moral and ethical! God bless us all, and god speed us all on our journey! Sorry for hijacking your post...love you!I have Methylmethaqualone and Protonitazene (both are legal research chemical drugs, with proto being an opioid stronger than fentanyl) on me all the time because of a snitch that might ruin my life, I will overdose before cops bring me into any police station, even though the crime is small, I have nothing to live for and American prison sounds worse than death. Last year I overdosed on Methylmethaqualone, unintentionally as some forum was saying dosages of 100-500 were required just for a normal high, but they must have had a bad batch because me and everyone on reddit responded strongly to doses below 10mg, I would have died if my roommate didn't call an ambulance, since I guess he heard my unconscious body seizing and foaming at the mouth.
But I simply took too much and passed out, the doc said I had a seizure (normal with these Quaalude analogues) but I fell asleep and was unconscious for all of that. So I added an opioid, Protonitazene to aid me in a quicker and guaranteed death next time. I have about 50mg of Protonitazene and 150mg Methylmethaqualone in a MARKED capsule that I keep in my daily medicine container. For reference, you only need about 2mg of Fentanyl to die, so a similar amount would be for Protonitazene, and for Methylmethaqualone, smoking 2-3mg will give an intense high, slightly more is needed orally so I made it 150 for the overkill.
I make this post because I have no idea why you people choose weird techniques or devices, or SN for suicide, when you can literally buy similar drugs, legally and online, similar to those used in legal assisted suicides in Switzerland (Pentobarbital and Fentanyl is what is officially used iirc) which will allow you to go unconscious and then die peacefully, it is simply a strong GABAergic (Pentobarbital) and an opioid (Fentanyl) to guarantee death while asleep, as it should be. This is why my kit is a strong opioid, and a strong GABAergic with a more narrow therapeutic index than Pentobarbital, as Pentobarbital is impossible to get nowadays.
I chose MMQ as my GABAergic (GABAergic drugs are those like Ambien, Xanax, Pentobarbital, and in my case Methylmethaqualone) because it worked before, but could easily replace it with a legal research chemical benzodiazepine like Flubromazepam, which is more akin to Pentobarbital and will only make you pass out with the opioid, rather than pass out and cause a seizure, if I wanted to avoid a seizure from MMQ, although I passed out before my seizure last time and felt nothing, basically fell asleep and woke up in a hospital with a tube in my throat.
TL;DR I study pharmacology but don't want to commit the crime of assisted suicide so I wont help you acquire these legal research chemicals, and wont help you make a plan although I am very willing to tell you if your suicide kit will not guarantee your death and if it is a painful route, so that at least you don't take that route, as suicide does not have to be painful. Mainly because all of the guides I see here sound extremely painful and may impair you severely but not render you unconscious.
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Are these compatible with an MAOI? I don't want to die painfully from serotonin syndrome or some other horrific interaction. Please let me know if I can PM you. Thanks.I have Methylmethaqualone and Protonitazene (both are legal research chemical drugs, with proto being an opioid stronger than fentanyl) on me all the time because of a snitch that might ruin my life, I will overdose before cops bring me into any police station, even though the crime is small, I have nothing to live for and American prison sounds worse than death. Last year I overdosed on Methylmethaqualone, unintentionally as some forum was saying dosages of 100-500 were required just for a normal high, but they must have had a bad batch because me and everyone on reddit responded strongly to doses below 10mg, I would have died if my roommate didn't call an ambulance, since I guess he heard my unconscious body seizing and foaming at the mouth.
But I simply took too much and passed out, the doc said I had a seizure (normal with these Quaalude analogues) but I fell asleep and was unconscious for all of that. So I added an opioid, Protonitazene to aid me in a quicker and guaranteed death next time. I have about 50mg of Protonitazene and 150mg Methylmethaqualone in a MARKED capsule that I keep in my daily medicine container. For reference, you only need about 2mg of Fentanyl to die, so a similar amount would be for Protonitazene, and for Methylmethaqualone, smoking 2-3mg will give an intense high, slightly more is needed orally so I made it 150 for the overkill.
I make this post because I have no idea why you people choose weird techniques or devices, or SN for suicide, when you can literally buy similar drugs, legally and online, similar to those used in legal assisted suicides in Switzerland (Pentobarbital and Fentanyl is what is officially used iirc) which will allow you to go unconscious and then die peacefully, it is simply a strong GABAergic (Pentobarbital) and an opioid (Fentanyl) to guarantee death while asleep, as it should be. This is why my kit is a strong opioid, and a strong GABAergic with a more narrow therapeutic index than Pentobarbital, as Pentobarbital is impossible to get nowadays.
I chose MMQ as my GABAergic (GABAergic drugs are those like Ambien, Xanax, Pentobarbital, and in my case Methylmethaqualone) because it worked before, but could easily replace it with a legal research chemical benzodiazepine like Flubromazepam, which is more akin to Pentobarbital and will only make you pass out with the opioid, rather than pass out and cause a seizure, if I wanted to avoid a seizure from MMQ, although I passed out before my seizure last time and felt nothing, basically fell asleep and woke up in a hospital with a tube in my throat.
TL;DR I study pharmacology but don't want to commit the crime of assisted suicide so I wont help you acquire these legal research chemicals, and wont help you make a plan although I am very willing to tell you if your suicide kit will not guarantee your death and if it is a painful route, so that at least you don't take that route, as suicide does not have to be painful. Mainly because all of the guides I see here sound extremely painful and may impair you severely but not render you unconscious.
how painful would tylenol or advil od be? Those are the only things i have available at the moment and i need to get the job done by today or tomorrowI have Methylmethaqualone and Protonitazene (both are legal research chemical drugs, with proto being an opioid stronger than fentanyl) on me all the time because of a snitch that might ruin my life, I will overdose before cops bring me into any police station, even though the crime is small, I have nothing to live for and American prison sounds worse than death. Last year I overdosed on Methylmethaqualone, unintentionally as some forum was saying dosages of 100-500 were required just for a normal high, but they must have had a bad batch because me and everyone on reddit responded strongly to doses below 10mg, I would have died if my roommate didn't call an ambulance, since I guess he heard my unconscious body seizing and foaming at the mouth.
But I simply took too much and passed out, the doc said I had a seizure (normal with these Quaalude analogues) but I fell asleep and was unconscious for all of that. So I added an opioid, Protonitazene to aid me in a quicker and guaranteed death next time. I have about 50mg of Protonitazene and 150mg Methylmethaqualone in a MARKED capsule that I keep in my daily medicine container. For reference, you only need about 2mg of Fentanyl to die, so a similar amount would be for Protonitazene, and for Methylmethaqualone, smoking 2-3mg will give an intense high, slightly more is needed orally so I made it 150 for the overkill.
I make this post because I have no idea why you people choose weird techniques or devices, or SN for suicide, when you can literally buy similar drugs, legally and online, similar to those used in legal assisted suicides in Switzerland (Pentobarbital and Fentanyl is what is officially used iirc) which will allow you to go unconscious and then die peacefully, it is simply a strong GABAergic (Pentobarbital) and an opioid (Fentanyl) to guarantee death while asleep, as it should be. This is why my kit is a strong opioid, and a strong GABAergic with a more narrow therapeutic index than Pentobarbital, as Pentobarbital is impossible to get nowadays.
I chose MMQ as my GABAergic (GABAergic drugs are those like Ambien, Xanax, Pentobarbital, and in my case Methylmethaqualone) because it worked before, but could easily replace it with a legal research chemical benzodiazepine like Flubromazepam, which is more akin to Pentobarbital and will only make you pass out with the opioid, rather than pass out and cause a seizure, if I wanted to avoid a seizure from MMQ, although I passed out before my seizure last time and felt nothing, basically fell asleep and woke up in a hospital with a tube in my throat.
TL;DR I study pharmacology but don't want to commit the crime of assisted suicide so I wont help you acquire these legal research chemicals, and wont help you make a plan although I am very willing to tell you if your suicide kit will not guarantee your death and if it is a painful route, so that at least you don't take that route, as suicide does not have to be painful. Mainly because all of the guides I see here sound extremely painful and may impair you severely but not render you unconscious.
how painful would tylenol or advil od be? Those are the only things i have available at the moment and i need to get the job done by today or tomorrow
I believe OP said they didn't want to be involved in assisted suicide. They were just telling us there are ways if we can figure them out.Why don't you make a detailed post on how to CTB painlessly with legal drugs then?
Also, planning on using SN method with Reglan Prilosec. But propanol will be needed with the right amount of benzos, correct? And as they don't dissolve in water, should I be mixing it different solution? Or can I use water as a delivery method even if it hasn't dissolved?Since I have to take them all orally through a solution… does that narrow with the field of chems I looking for? I've had my eye on the flu,bromazepam clonazepam and also going to check out some opiates. Would a ketamine like chemical work orally?Only time I've ever used it I've snorted it. The great results I love to be disassociated. With the dosing have to be super high? And which products? It's really hard for me to do much of anything and it's a miracle. I'm independent enough to be online. But there's just so much out here. Some guidance would be really appreciate it.
Thank you so much you're a godsend. And to be clear I am not asking for help doing anything. I'm asking your opinion on if it will work.
well idk I look into SN overdose and it just seems very unpleasant but haven't read reports idk. Rather get high and go out in euphoria and then die in my sleep
Carisoprodol actually metabolizes into a considerable amount of Meprobamate, which I am pretty sure increases the duration that he receptors are opened, just like barbiturates. Also barbs are not a direct agonist at GABAa, the main difference and what makes them more lethal is that increased duration that the GABA receptors are opened. I am also pretty sure Carisoprodol lengthens the time that those GABAa receptors are opened, not just the meprobamate. It is very unlikely that Carisoprodol is only a PAM at GABAa. It feels a lot more like a barbiturate than a benzo.
Anyway for euthanasia with oral Nembutal, swiss doctors have stated 10-15g of Nembutal were required, when you compare the LD50 of Nembutal and Carisoprodol, then Carisoprodol is not very far off. 10g of Carisoprodol would likely kill you, specially with other sedatives. Anyways, tomorrow I can look into the details