Honestly me?--I'd probably be just fine, I stopped being really being suicidal at all December 20th after all.
But I would genuinely wonder about how all the other people I know on this site are doing. Maybe I should establish alternate contact methods with them to chat with them if SaSu ever goes down. Not sure.
But I would certainly remember many of the people I've spoken to on this site, and all the interesting conversations and muses on life that have been shared here.
I am confident this place is more than just a place to document people's suffering, but to truly explore what certain natures of life are; with no restriction whatsoever. And I think in that regard, this place is truly valuable. Many interesting thoughts have been shared here, all of them human, I may not agree with all of them but I can at least see where they are coming from. I would certainly remember the people I've interacted with here, and hope they're doing as well as can be.