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luke1978qqq

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May 2, 2026
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If you had about $20,000 USD to spend entirely on CBT, what would you do? Would your method or plan for CBT change? Or would it stay the same?
 
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50/50

Member
Jul 9, 2026
16
Buy a Barrett M82 and go out with a bang
 
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d4nknee

d4nknee

dance the night away
Jun 16, 2026
17
A good chunk I would leave for what happens after ctb for my family and friends. The method for ctb wouldn't change much other than maybe a nice hotel room so no family members find me first.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Go to dignitas in switzerland and let them euthanize me.
 
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ilovecats1

ilovecats1

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Apr 15, 2026
22
get my surgery. i probably will never have 20k and the sole deciding factor if there is a chance i can save for it is in three months and its my biggest reason to want to ctb.

edit: sorry i didnt read your question right. for what i want to go with it wouldnt change much since all the things i require are cheap anyways.
 
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Pangs93

Pangs93

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Jun 29, 2026
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My method would remain the same but I'd book myself an expensive hotel room so I can spend my last few days, and die, in luxury (I already plan to do it an a hotel room next time but it'll be a cheap ass one lol).
 
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