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luke1978qqq

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May 2, 2026
8
If you had about $20,000 USD to spend entirely on CBT, what would you do? Would your method or plan for CBT change? Or would it stay the same?
 
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50/50

Member
Jul 9, 2026
33
Buy a Barrett M82 and go out with a bang
 
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d4nknee

d4nknee

dance the night away
Jun 16, 2026
29
A good chunk I would leave for what happens after ctb for my family and friends. The method for ctb wouldn't change much other than maybe a nice hotel room so no family members find me first.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,276
Go to dignitas in switzerland and let them euthanize me.
 
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ilovecats1

ilovecats1

Member
Apr 15, 2026
96
get my surgery. i probably will never have 20k and the sole deciding factor if there is a chance i can save for it is in three months and its my biggest reason to want to ctb.

edit: sorry i didnt read your question right. for what i want to go with it wouldnt change much since all the things i require are cheap anyways.
 
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Pangs93

Pangs93

Member
Jun 29, 2026
32
My method would remain the same but I'd book myself an expensive hotel room so I can spend my last few days, and die, in luxury (I already plan to do it an a hotel room next time but it'll be a cheap ass one lol).
 
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BrontesA

BrontesA

Katabasis
Jul 16, 2026
18
War tourism has always been a very attractive way to go out for me. With 20k there would be no issue getting everything needed and finding people who would take you. After just use my body as a sandbag in a Ukrainian trench or sm idc.
 
Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,211
I'm assuming im not allowed to spend it all on expensive figures of Holo from Spice and Wolf and pretend it's helping somehow
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
7,234
images
 
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passthisnote

passthisnote

chronically online
May 6, 2026
88
buy a bunch of crap to satisfy my remaining time left
 
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,654
Probably have one great vacation, then CTB with the remaining money, but realistically, I'd just go regardless of how much money I had if suffering is too unbearable for me.
 

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