What would you do if you woke up tomorrow and this site was gone?

[death_bed221]

The ironic fact it that this site is keeping me alive. First time I feel heard

 

[Regen]

That would be terrible. I would feel abandoned like a child.

I feel connected and understood here with a topic that no one else understands and which is far too difficult for most people. Here I am giving voice to the side of me that feels drawn to suicide. And because I don't completely suppress this side of me, it is currently calm in everyday life and not annoying.

I think I would search a new site.

 

[The_Hunter]

Honestly me?--I'd probably be just fine, I stopped being really being suicidal at all December 20th after all.

But I would genuinely wonder about how all the other people I know on this site are doing. Maybe I should establish alternate contact methods with them to chat with them if SaSu ever goes down. Not sure.

But I would certainly remember many of the people I've spoken to on this site, and all the interesting conversations and muses on life that have been shared here.

I am confident this place is more than just a place to document people's suffering, but to truly explore what certain natures of life are; with no restriction whatsoever. And I think in that regard, this place is truly valuable. Many interesting thoughts have been shared here, all of them human, I may not agree with all of them but I can at least see where they are coming from. I would certainly remember the people I've interacted with here, and hope they're doing as well as can be.

 

[viljalauss]

I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make you anxious. I understand though, because I did the same thing with some documents on this site, when I first found this site.

nono not at all !! i'd thought about collating certain posts before, and i'm glad i have

 

[Opera]

If it was gone I would lose all the information I need to ctb and access to a platform I can vent freely about struggles... I would just be devastated.

 

[Namelesa]

While I don't necessarily need the info for methods at the moment as I literally can't use any effective method due to my circumstances I would feel completed defeated and full of despair. This is the only place I feel like I can be comfortable to talk in and be understood. I feel like this is somehow I can partially belong in and if this was taken away from me, I would feel so alone and isolated. I would probably feel so hated and that I will never find a safe space again due to outsiders thinking we are a cult and that they see suicide as an unvalid decision. I literally can't kill myself so I am going to have to suffer either way with this site or not so taking down this site would just make me feel worse.