what time of day do you feel most depressed / suicidal?

[OnlyTheWind]

Waking up in the early morning when it's still dark. I feel really anxious and the worst thing is I feel that I won't be able to CTB.

 

[ihatemylife]

When I wake up in morning and I think, no this is not a bad dream this is really my life

 

[somedayillbefree]

This is an interesting question. I normally feel the most suicidal first thing in the morning and late at night. Basically whenever I'm alone and can't distract myself.

 

[LifeIsAChore11]

Definitely when I wake up. Or before I sleep because I know I will wake up even tho I'm about to do my favorite thing: sleep.

 

[whywere]

I LOVE @All Things Must Pass answer a lot! I 100% go with that answer.

THANK YOU as it is the perfect answer and also gave me a chuckle.

Walter

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

When I'm conscious/awake.

 

[NoPointToContinue]

During the day there is acute hatred towards existence or meaninglessness of it all, during the evening/night there is almost unbearable loneliness, feeling of isolation and disconnection.

 

[BrokenLine]

Usually in the evening, I really don't know why,

 

[Pisceslilith]

Morning to the afternoon, sometimes the night isn't so bad but waking up is always horrible cause I always know I'll dread the day. I have to exist living a meaningless unwanted life which is frustrating.

 

[deletednumber]

All day long... but especially when I open my eyes in the morning and before sleeping

 

[TommyWiseau]

Whenever I spend too much time at home and not at work. Which is ironic since I hate my job and whenever I'm there, I just want to go home.

 

[MBY85]

The morning. I always hope the miracle of don't wake up but obviously I am not so lucky

 

[Flau]

Sunrise. Doesn't matter what is on the clock I'm feared of the sun

The other thing is if I skip sunrise... Would be daytime. Any hour before sunset. Only at night, my anxiety calms down. (Die to many reasons, not just time of day)

 

[doesntevenmatter]

I see a lot of people talking about hating their job, and I did too... Very recently I left. I'm planning a move and it seemed to work out, but some things happened and I have to tell you, I miss it so much. I hated it more than anything because of how toxic it became, but just having that interaction with people... Losing that, it's really messed me up. Some other things happened too that caused all this, but I feel like I would actually be handling it better if I was back at my old job.

Anyways, sorry to ramble. The only time I am usually, USUALLY, safe is when I first wake up. I think it's because I am too drowsy and stuff to be depressed. If I had a messed up dream, then maybe, but even then it's usually not until the day begins that things spiral. Once the day does begin, all bets are off... It can happen gradually, suddenly, day, night.. Doesn't matter. When the feelings come (sometimes triggered) they don't seem to care what time or day it is.

 

[Dear Agony]

When I lie in bed to sleep, and any time of the day I check my weight and see a number that bothers me.

 

[Teardrop2021]

Mornings for sure. Night before bed is the best....I've gotten through the day and just have sleep to look forward to.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

All day, night and when I dream. It's all really bad. There's no pleasurable or tolerable minute. Defacating I can fill a second or two with purpose.

It's FUCKING so bad.

 

[everydayiloveyou]

Usually late in the night, after 3am but before 8am.

When I was in K-12 it'd be around 3pm, right when school let out, and 7am when we headed to class. I like those times now, but not when I'm passing by a school. Seeing all the kids swarming in and out brings me right back to those days.

 

[Maaizr]

During the day there is acute hatred towards existence or meaninglessness of it all, during the evening/night there is almost unbearable loneliness, feeling of isolation and disconnection.

jesus, this is spot on for me