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Beautifulpain
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- Jan 1, 2022
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As of the last few days, I've been feeling like I want to prioritize reaching a solid conclusion on a long term creative endeavor I'm in the midst of. Who knows what will happen or when but this is keeping me motivated to stick around a while longer. Besides that, my parents still weigh heavy in the equation but I may have already typed that in an earlier post here.
Wanting to help other people.For me it's my mother. I've already attempted before and I saw how sad she was. Didn't know how much she loved me until after that.
I feel the same. I'm overwhelmed by the amount of things I hate about myself. My appearance, my personality, my past, my capabilities. I have so many regrets and I feel like even if I try to "repair" my life step by step, even more problems will come and I would never be able to get back on track.I'm here because I believe my life is ruined beyond repair and I also believe that it would be better for me to do it.
for me its my cat at the moment, i hope she never has to know how much of a weight ive ended up putting on her again lately hoenstlyFor me it's my mother. I've already attempted before and I saw how sad she was. Didn't know how much she loved me until after that.