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What is your wish for 2026?

  • Die

    Votes: 61 67.8%
  • Other

    Votes: 29 32.2%

  • Total voters
    90
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
Others votes please?thanks
 
TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
309
What is your wish for 2026?
Vote please.
I'm guaranteed to die anywhere in the year 2026, every year that passes is only making my suffering worse, my delusions of people hating me for reasons I did not do, every car passing while I walk and sometimes people honk at me for zero reason, one time I saw someone saying so many bad words at once directly at me in a car with a open window while I am just simply walking, happened 7 months ago, but it still hurts, and still I have this constant feeling of being "hated" and I am so fucking tired of it, there is way way, and I mean way more things than just this what I fucking said and I am too lazy to fucking say it right now, I feel like I'm being judged with every little bad thing and even cringe thing I do, I hope everyone who made my feelings hurt suffers for eternity in the most unimaginable torture that is infinitely times worse than one felt on earth, this shitty life that I did not fucking ask for, fuck this earth I hope it has better people that understands feelings much better, I don't know what else to say I'm done with ts 🥀
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
Je suis certain de mourir n'importe où en 2026. Chaque année qui passe ne fait qu'empirer ma souffrance. Je suis persuadé que des gens me haïssent sans raison. Chaque voiture qui passe sur mon chemin, et parfois même les gens qui me klaxonnent sans raison, me font souffrir. Une fois, j'ai vu quelqu'un m'insulter copieusement depuis une voiture, fenêtre ouverte, alors que je marchais tranquillement. C'était il y a sept mois, mais la douleur est toujours vive. J'ai toujours ce sentiment constant d'être « haï », et j'en ai tellement marre. Il y a tellement d'autres choses que ce que je viens de dire, et j'ai la flemme de les énoncer maintenant. J'ai l'impression d'être jugé pour la moindre bêtise, même la plus embarrassante. J'espère que tous ceux qui m'ont blessé souffriront éternellement dans des tortures inimaginables, infiniment pires que tout ce que j'ai pu endurer sur Terre. Cette vie de merde, je ne l'ai pas demandée. J'espère que cette Terre sera habitée par des gens meilleurs, capables de comprendre les sentiments. Je ne sais plus quoi faire. pour dire que j'en ai fini avec ts🥀
😰😰😰 I understand you
Very sad
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Warlock
May 28, 2024
757
I wish to do what my creator planned for me to do. If He or She plans to take me early, I'll go. But if not? Give me a sense of direction so I don't waste time.
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
159
i'm wishing to hurry up carrying out my stupid plans before my date arrives. there's no postponing it at this point. i hope i'll have to stop suffering through this painful existence soon
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
700
World peace, an end to the Trump presidency, get at least one of my novels in good enough form to send out to literary agents, lose 50 pounds, receive enough money to travel the world in some comfort while ensuring Mom is treated well, have a nice 60th birthday, ensure my physical and mental health don't get any worse... Dying is not yet on my schedule. After Mom dies, maybe. God help us all!
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
Je souhaite me dépêcher de mettre à exécution mes plans stupides avant mon rendez-vous. Il est trop tard pour le reporter. J'espère que je pourrai bientôt mettre fin à cette existence pénible.
I feel you the better
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
La paix dans le monde, la fin de la présidence Trump, la possibilité de publier au moins un de mes romans suffisamment abouti pour le soumettre à des agents littéraires, perdre 25 kilos, gagner assez d'argent pour voyager à travers le monde confortablement tout en veillant au bien-être de maman, fêter un bel anniversaire (60 ans), et m'assurer que ma santé physique et mentale ne se détériore pas davantage… Mourir n'est pas encore à l'ordre du jour. Après le décès de maman, peut-être. Que Dieu nous vienne en aide !
Oh great good luck
 
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Chairbed3

Member
Sep 14, 2025
39
Hopefully, die in the first half of the year. I'd be foolish if I delay anymore than that.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,005
My wish is a miracle for all my diseases and traumas. But it must happen very soon. Otherwise my wish is peace (in other words death because I'm too broken).
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
560
I acquired SN in the summer of 2025 and when I did i said to myself: I would have done it right here and now, but I won't because I like to give my parents 1 more year of them not grieving for my death. So I postponed my SN-drink for the summer of 2026 (if the chronic pain does not get severe I may even push it to 2027, but that's unlikely)
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
278
I'd love to learn how to fly sometime this upcoming year. Face down off a skyscraper, for example :3
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
J'adorerais apprendre à voler l'année prochaine. Par exemple, en sautant la tête en bas d'un gratte-ciel :3
Haha yes i would like this to ctb jump
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,005
I acquired SN in the summer of 2025 and when I did i said to myself: I would have done it right here and now, but I won't because I like to give my parents 1 more year of them not grieving for my death. So I postponed my SN-drink for the summer of 2026 (if the chronic pain does not get severe I may even push it to 2027, but that's unlikely)
That's good if you can postpone it. I gave myself several years too, but I'm just in constant mental and physical pain and I think my bus is coming for 2026.
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Mage
May 10, 2023
509
I want to have a life worth living but it's been years since living in this world felt possible.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
C'est bien si vous pouvez le reporter. Je m'étais donné plusieurs années aussi, mais je souffre constamment, tant mentalement que physiquement, et je pense que mon heure viendra en 2026.
Moi aussi
J'ai dit 2023, puis 2024 et 2025.
Survival instinct
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
Je veux avoir une vie qui vaille la peine d'être vécue, mais cela fait des années que vivre dans ce monde ne me semble plus possible.
Life= 90/100 suffer
 
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metfan647

Member
Jun 12, 2025
85
I wish that a new method which involves ingestion and limited pain becomes accessible to us.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
Je souhaite qu'une nouvelle méthode, impliquant l'ingestion et une douleur limitée, devienne accessible à tous.
Wish again but hard to have
 
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birthdayboy

birthdayboy

Member
Aug 23, 2024
48
I'd rather somehow escape the abuse, but I've got a date set for the time by which it will be resolved one way or another, and I've got CTB as one option
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,733
Je préférerais échapper à ces abus, mais j'ai fixé une date limite pour que le problème soit résolu d'une manière ou d'une autre, et j'envisage de contacter CTB.
When it is? Good luck
 

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