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What is your wish for 2026?

  • Die

    Votes: 147 69.7%
  • Other

    Votes: 64 30.3%

  • Total voters
    211
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Thanks.for vote๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,261
Either something changes or I die.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
it's very painful to be undecided about suicide
 
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lament.

lament.

the Immortal
Jun 28, 2023
223
My new years resolution is to die fast enough that I need no other resolutions.
 
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HalfLife

HalfLife

Member
Dec 25, 2025
37
To be more self reflective & more understanding of myself & my feelings - Even the negative ones.

Even though i've made up my mind and know i'll inevitably be at peace in the other sense, While i'm still around i'd like to be as appreciative as i can be since my efforts got me this far.
 
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A_Spartan_Dead

A_Spartan_Dead

Life's sick joke is us; death is the punchline.
Dec 17, 2025
114
1) win the lottery, and leave it to my mother and family
2) Live my final day fullfilling my dreams
3) CTB painlessly
In this order
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Other votes? Please ๐Ÿ™
 
INYGTRMTFMO

INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
185
I just want to find inner peace. I'm hoping that I don't have to die in 2026 to achieve that but haven't taken that entirely off the table.
 
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hellonearth144

Member
Nov 30, 2025
42
I want a female soulmate
 
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anonymousperson

Member
Feb 27, 2025
55
That I die in my sleep or a freak accident where I don't see it coming or feel pain and its instant. That has been my biggest wish for many many years.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Mourir dans mon sommeil ou dans un accident absurde, sans prรฉvenir, sans ressentir la moindre douleur, et que ce soit instantanรฉ. C'est mon plus grand souhait depuis des annรฉes.
Yes I understand without culpability
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Others votes? โค๏ธ
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
It's true that dying without suicide would be really great. My mother has Alzheimer's, it's incredibly guilt-inducing to leave, but after laughing on the edge for over 20 years...
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
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1) gagner ร  la loterie et lรฉguer l'argent ร  ma mรจre et ร  ma famille
2) Vivre ma derniรจre journรฉe en rรฉalisant mes rรชves
3) CTB sans douleur
Dans cet ordre
Good luck
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
R

rlllyydepressed

Member
Dec 28, 2025
34
For me to die before 2026
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
J'aimerais tellement mourir dans un accidentโ€ฆ Si je meurs en 2026, je dรฉtruirai toute ma famille et leurs maris le souhaiteront, car je dois รชtre prรฉsent pour mon patient atteint d'Alzheimer.




D'autres votes, s'il vous plaรฎt ???
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Other votes? Die?
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Others votes?...165 votes i would like to 200
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Hรขte this life
 
W

wubba lubba dub dub

New Member
Apr 1, 2024
1
Not a New Year's wish, but I wish everything that I have experienced up until today was nothing but a dream, and I would wake up someday in January 2025 to get a second chance to do it all over again.

I think if I could get a second chance to do it all over again, I wouldn't even be depressed, just eternally grateful.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Ce n'est pas un vล“u de Nouvel An, mais je souhaite que tout ce que j'ai vรฉcu jusqu'ร  prรฉsent n'ait รฉtรฉ qu'un rรชve, et que je me rรฉveille un jour en janvier 2025 pour avoir une seconde chance de tout recommencer.

Je pense que si j'avais une seconde chance de tout recommencer, je ne serais mรชme pas dรฉprimรฉ, juste รฉternellement reconnaissant.
Yes perhaps things of life can change
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
I received a stupid comment on a facebook group suicide prรฉvention group while i was explaining my 4 mental illnesses and m'y difficult living situation...

" Stop taking any old medication because sometimes it destroys you physically and mentally. Take courage and throw yourself into the fray because 'nobody is better than anyone else"
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Up๐Ÿ™ other votes?
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891

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