What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[SlackJim]

Disgusted at who I am

 

[BPD Barbie]

Hopeless

 

[porfin1234]

Extreme anger. So much anger.
very much in danger of doing something very self destructive

 

[issyishere]

Hopeless

been feeling hopeless too, physical pain also, and the fear the pain will get worse.

 

[so it goes]

Happiness and fullfillment at work. Loneliness when I got home.

 

[Reallyreallyreally]

Sometimes I just can't answer a question like this in words. It's the reason I started drawing. I'd give you a picture but I haven't drawn in a couple days.

 

[1DayItWillBover]

give me all that smoke

 

[tom90]

Yesterday and today I'm feeling so lonely and hopeless and I literally can't stop crying. I have no idea what is happeing to me. I have never felt this way before and I don't know what to do.

 

[Conker]

Rage, seeking to fulfill vengeance, sorrow, confusion and uncertainty. Tired of false hope.

 

[Into The Wild]

Longing and loneliness.

Had a conversation with my ex-lover at the pub last night. I thought that I was ready because I had just had a very very good night reading some of my creative writing to a room of about 40 people to great reception. Felt I had moved on and made a big step. So I was confident. She, by no fault of hers in all honesty, soon saw to that. I kept it together and was actually fairly composed. But whenever I am around her she just makes me feel so helpless. She can crush my heart with single words. We had a text conversation afterwards where I re-asserted myself and my needs. She wants to be friends in the long run but I cannot do that.

I have been thinking about her all day and it really makes me feel weak. Have promised myself I would stop self-harm, but it is so tempting. I am listening to my favourite music instead. I hope everyone else is okay on here. I feel I can be myself on here.

Love always, ITK

 

[Thereisnothing]

Total suffocation- feel trapped and helpless and have no way out of situation and no way to find peace.

 

[BabyYoda]

Anhedonia (again).

Wish I just had the energy to watch that movie I planned to watch............

 

[Azzy69]

Extreme guilt!

 

[NonsenseTrash]

Complete and utter hopelessness.

 

[martha]

scared.....

 

[irregularheartbeat]

Guilt. For all my actions, words, attitude, usage of anything, how I make others feel, I feel so guilty for existing
Guilt. For all my actions, words, attitude, usage of anything, how I make others feel, I feel so guilty for existing

 

[HereToday]

HOPE!
I FINALLY FEEL HOPE!!

 

[BPD Barbie]

Confusion.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Anxiety. Today it is the strongest it has been in past few days.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Exhaustion

 

[Kikoo Loool]

dejection

 

[porfin1234]

Apathy.

 

[AlexM]

I've read Moon's thread. Weeping

 

[Thereisnothing]

Bewilderment

 

[exhausted]

Relief

 

[Eren]

Loneliness and frustration, every day I am immersed in those feelings and that eclipses the other feelings.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Sadness, for seemingly no reason

 

[k75]

Irreparable.

 

[Chickenkitty]

PTSD has been acting up since I started my new job at 5 Guys. I'm not allowed to show any emotion but exuberant while on the job, so it comes out at home. Lied to my supervisor and said a cyst ruptured; in reality, I had an adamant panic attack followed by voices in my head.
It's a tough life, gotta live it I guess

 

[Reallyreallyreally]

PTSD has been acting up since I started my new job at 5 Guys. I'm not allowed to show any emotion but exuberant while on the job, so it comes out at home. Lied to my supervisor and said a cyst ruptured; in reality, I had an adamant panic attack followed by voices in my head.
It's a tough life, gotta live it I guess

I hope you can find a way to get out of the service industry. It's completely toxic to the people that work in it.