What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[Nem]

DEATH :(

 

[CarefulWithThatAxe]

Emptiness

 

[Thereisnothing]

Disbelief

 

[porfin1234]

Bewilderment.
I will never accept my choice to leave a school I was finally okay in and adored the community .. and ending up at a school that brings me back to just despising and regretting my profession as a teacher. Too many crazy impulsive choices last year and no way to go back.

 

[SnowWhite]

Apathy.

Lost my job and didn't even react, just walked out the office. Had a seizure in my room, once it finished I just went to bed. I think I'm finally starting to accept how little everything matters.

 

[Shero]

Hatred.

 

[martha]

utter deep and hurting sadness...and disappointment....

 

[porfin1234]

Anger. I hate myself for ruining my career and life

 

[mathieu]

Nervous

 

[Thereisnothing]

Vacant

 

[Lefty]

Anxious

 

[OddOne]

I feel failure and apathy. I an unemployed and without meaningful skills. I refuse to settle in life to be a wage slave. I think about CTB as a way of controlling my life and not subjugating myself to others will.

 

[memataporfavor]

hopelessness, emptiness, disappointment

 

[Ghost2211]

Exhausted and frustrated

 

[GinaIsReady]

love

 

[martha]

triumph!

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Crazy, forehead, life, living in the moment, a bit crispy and dangerous but oh so fun <3

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Self-pity. Ugh, I don't want this shit, go away!

 

[Root]

Guilt. I feel so guilty for everything I've done and everything I'm going to do.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

How would you summarize the need to punch a motherfucker in its maw? I feel "annoyed" isn't strong enough.

 

[SoyImbecilaburrido]

Anger...

 

[Broken Chimera]

Emptiness.

 

[SoyImbecilaburrido]

Exhaustion, most people even considering me, even me think dead is a person, i think if you are a doctor, you are more centred
Frustration, so much frustration
People wanna be sadic and sarcastic, to act real, everyone so sarcastic, they took sarcastic so lightened

How would you summarize the need to punch a motherfucker in its maw? I feel "annoyed" isn't strong enough.

If dead was an option, i used like a card so time along

 

[The Warm Industry]

Today I'm on a good day. I'm feeling more like "Open-Hearted".

 

[SoyImbecilaburrido]

Exhaustion, most people even considering me, even me think dead is a person, i think if you are a doctor, you are more centred
Frustration, so much frustration
People wanna be sadic and sarcastic, to act real, everyone so sarcastic, they took sarcastic so lightened

If dead was an option, i used like a card so time along

But i think there are so many other people really suffering, like starved. And still, i have to read your stuff..., There are many people wandering how feel when they be baneed, No people what have to go trough to be banned?

Emptiness.

Good reason to dont do anything, trust me

But i think there are so many other people really suffering, like starved. And still, i have to read your stuff..., There are many people wandering how feel when they be baneed, No people what have to go trough to be banned?

Good reason to dont do anything, trust me

Like anonymous said good to know the pitagoric table, this go to my matematic teacher, hope she suicided
We are all guilty, who wants to escape?, writng and writing, like chimera said, waiting the en, apocalipsy is for ours sins, thdere no master then Christ, and you think, he will no come? for all our sin, liers, an betrayals, excuses? How far we can go liers and stelers?

But i think there are so many other people really suffering, like starved. And still, i have to read your stuff..., There are many people wandering how feel when they be baneed, No people what have to go trough to be banned?

Good reason to dont do anything, trust me

Like anonymous said good to know the pitagoric table, this go to my matematic teacher, hope she suicided
We are all guilty, who wants to escape?, writng and writing, like chimera said, waiting the en, apocalipsy is for ours sins, thdere no master then Christ, and you think, he will no come? for all our sin, liers, an betrayals, excuses? How far we can go liers and stelers?

I m not good in anything, and dust they say they other are no good for anything, because they have technique, in hell they will spare and pray for salvation, for our lust, and prevarication, for idolatrist, liers, judgement will come for all of us, overflow you mawth of sarcarsm, will see your own perdition with your own eyes, no will can close there eyes, and even claiming death cannot, the death will escape for order of god to those who laughs like beast, because beast they are, no more than yes or not, but yet you have so much to explain the creation of god, contruction and eat, but no stop to prevaricate and speak laud

 

[SoyImbecilaburrido]

Emptiness.

Good reason to dont do anything, trust me

But i think there are so many other people really suffering, like starved. And still, i have to read your stuff..., There are many people wandering how feel when they be baneed, No people what have to go trough to be banned?

Good reason to dont do anything, trust me

Like anonymous said good to know the pitagoric table, this go to my matematic teacher, hope she suicided
We are all guilty, who wants to escape?, writng and writing, like chimera said, waiting the en, apocalipsy is for ours sins, thdere no master then Christ, and you think, he will no come? for all our sin, liers, an betrayals, excuses? How far we can go liers and stelers?

I m not good in anything, and dust they say they other are no good for anything, because they have technique, in hell they will spare and pray for salvation, for our lust, and prevarication, for idolatrist, liers, judgement will come for all of us, overflow you mawth of sarcarsm, will see your own perdition with your own eyes, no will can close there eyes, and even claiming death cannot, the death will escape for order of god to those who laughs like beast, because beast they are, no more than yes or not, but yet you have so much to explain the creation of god, contruction and eat, but no stop to prevaricate and speak laud

Most, i wanna my no ex girlfriend to never existed in my mind, like she have never existed, who god forgets me, christ free me of her, the pain i have through for her, only my memories and gods know

 

[Broken Chimera]

Good reason to dont do anything, trust me

I've felt that for years. When I do ctb, it won't be impulsive.

 

[k75]

I don't know the name for it, but I feel backed into a corner.

My illness is making me feel like I have to kill myself whether I want to or not because it feels like it's not going to get better even though maybe it will, and if it doesn't I'm pretty sure I can't live with it. Only time will tell, which means I have to live with it to see but I can't live with it.

Maybe this is existential confusion???

 

[The Warm Industry]

I don't know the name for it, but I feel backed into a corner.

My illness is making me feel like I have to kill myself whether I want to or not because it feels like it's not going to get better even though maybe it will, and if it doesn't I'm pretty sure I can't live with it. Only time will tell, which means I have to live with it to see but I can't live with it.

Maybe this is existential confusion???

Existential crisis, I would say.

 

[SoyImbecilaburrido]

Existential crisis, I would say.

Tengan cuidado, no intenten suicidarse, aunque sea parando el corazon, no lo intenten, es suicidio, la depresion lleva al suicidio tambien, las mujeres son lo que mas lo padecen, luchar por tu propia vida y tu existencia no es pelear contra otros, no es evolucionismo, los seres humanos aprendemos de los demas, luchamos contra nuestros propios demonios y los de los demas, mucho cuidado, tengan cuidado con la culpa, la culpa, trae miedo, el miedo trae odio, el odio, emociones fuertes, el secreto rs calmarse, y tratar de pensar claro, no desesperarse, lo que busca la oscuridad y el mal, es nuestra desesperacion, usa nuestra desespetacion

Existential crisis, I would say.

No intenten suicidio, lean la biblia, crean en dios, no peleen por cuestiones espirituales, el miedo, lleva al odio, el odio al lado obscuro, pelear por nuestra vida no es evolucionismo

Existential crisis, I would say.

No es una lucha de palabras, es una guerra espiritual, finalmente, luz contra obscuridad, accion contra pasivo