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randomz

randomz

Specialist
Nov 4, 2019
395
Self-loath.
 
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Lefty

Mage
Dec 7, 2018
552
Annoyed
 
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Aschera

Aschera

Member
Jan 27, 2020
6
self-loathing. it's always there. sometimes it turns to a certain kind of loneliness. when it becomes overwhelming i end up self-mutilating with a hot knife.

i know where this stems from, but i doubt that i can do anything about it.
 
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so it goes

so it goes

Member
Jan 13, 2020
19
I used to feel happiness and fullfilled at work. That's gone now. I feel unhappy and empty. Irritated by my co-workers and company directors. I want to quit but I can't live without a job. It would be a very fast downward spiral if I do.
 
I_love_to_bake

I_love_to_bake

Student
Feb 27, 2020
167
Loneliness. I was just starting to make progress, meet people. The virus has me trapped :( I'd give anything for a conversation
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,451
Pissed off, as of recently.
Managed to hit 1/2^12 chance for losing a bet. TWICE. :hmph:
 
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ghostspace

ghostspace

ghost space, ghosts pace
Feb 10, 2020
410
I feel disconnected. I don't feel as if I'm in my body and everything looks strange and far away. Maybe that's why I'm Ghost. It's not a good feeling at all.
 
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PainfulGut

Member
Mar 1, 2020
19
Dread. I get it every morning, the prospect of having to go through another day - to what end?
 
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the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
I actually feel... good. I've been so low the past couple of weeks. But I'm bipolar so I guess we'll just ride this feeling until I crash again.
 
PhilosOfDoom

PhilosOfDoom

Experienced
Nov 22, 2019
205
It's morning, so I'd say pretty happy. The morning is peaceful, as the day progresses you have to do more tasks.
 
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tardis

Member
Sep 7, 2019
73
Loneliness. Everyday. I'm almost numb to it.
 
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Deleted member 14573

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Feb 2, 2020
227
Abandoned.

It's okay, I have myself.
 
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selfhater

selfhater

Experienced
Mar 1, 2020
222
fear:(
 
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Remember to forget

Remember to forget

Member
Mar 6, 2020
98
Anxiety. I'm putting on a brave face and just saying it will all be OK.
 
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
Feelin' pretty good. Like an anime villian.
 
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NonDefaultOption

Member
Mar 14, 2020
16
I actually feel... good. I've been so low the past couple of weeks. But I'm bipolar so I guess we'll just ride this feeling until I crash again.

Same, I ain't diagnosed with that one but got seasons of contentment and nice times, and then seasons of oppressing anxiety. Right now it's moving towards nice times, I actually laughed today, felt alive.
 
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braketimez

braketimez

Specialist
Mar 15, 2020
340
My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?

Grief, by far.
 

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