What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[SoyImbecilaburrido]

Tengo un poco de miedo, quisiera renunciar

Tengo un poco de miedo, quisiera renunciar

Se que esta vida sucedera de nuevo, No soporto, todos los recuerdos, por favor, si existe Dios, que me libere de esta carga.

 

[GinaIsReady]

Excitement

 

[SoyImbecilaburrido]

Miedo, mucho miedo
Cuando vuelva a tomar toda la medicacion, no soporto el loop, acabaria con mu propia vida, supongo, que esel fin, ahi va la pastilla, gracias a todos los que conoci, supongo que al tomar esta decision no estare conciente, lagrimas"

Miedo, mucho miedo
Cuando vuelva a tomar toda la medicacion, no soporto el loop, acabaria con mu propia vida, supongo, que esel fin, ahi va la pastilla, gracias a todos los que conoci, supongo que al tomar esta decision no estare conciente, lagrimas"

Adios

 

[martha]

calmness.....and acceptance....music is healing....

 

[mathieu]

Restless

 

[escapefromabuse]

Depair

 

[Inferdan]

Drained. Exhausted. Hurt. Confused. Longing. Anxious. Empty.

Out of them all, I do not know what was strongest. All I know is that they, and others, are present.

 

[porfin1234]

Terrified. And lonely.
I just want to be held but not by just anyone.
I don't feel safe.

 

[Abaigh]

Like a failure

 

[martha]

Like a failure

YOU IARE NOT A FAILURE!!!!
I ran away,, when I was 20, they brought me back home.....
They beat me up again at home....
I ran away again....
they brought me back home and into Psychiatry
the doctor wrote on the papers
Diagnosis: "broken home"
I am very old now, my son is 30 and happily married, my daughter is doing her masters degree
they love me to pieces...


YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE!!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Unloved

 

[arposandra]

Disconnected.
Auto-pilot.
Numb.

 

[Mr.Nobody]

Loneliness

 

[ScornedStoic]

Strong romantic isolation, loneliness and pain

 

[thx1138]

Feeling trapped

 

[nonamegirl]

Tortured.

 

[Midnight]

Yearning ... It's been eating away at me for so many years. It must end.

 

[Epsilon0]

Like all hope is gone. And I am dragging myself through mud, grasping at slime and rocks...

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Dread

 

[GreyMagic]

Vulnerable

 

[porfin1234]

Regret
Shame
Fear
Anger

oh wait... you want one?

 

[GinaIsReady]

Boredom

 

[TimeTheTaleWereTold]

despair

 

[Thereisnothing]

Total desperation

 

[nerve]

Lonely, discouraged, desperate

 

[Deleted member 13227]

Lonely and calm

 

[porfin1234]

Fear, exasperated , unheard, unloved

 

[brokerofsecrets]

Nothing. Strangely enough. I've been through a lot the past year, more stress and upset than I've had in the rest of my years - and I was molested at 13, so I can hope that paints a picture of how suckish 2019/20 has been for me, but I don't feel anything - I've committed myself to ctb in just a couple weeks time, got my noose hung up and everything, and since making that commitment I don't feel the anger or the pain I always felt, I don't feel any joy in spending time with friends or playing instruments - I feel like I'm just waiting around for my time.

 

[bananas39]

anger & emptiness.

 

[Polly]

Total insanity