What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[LittleJem]

withdrawn. I've been with my family all day, and just didn't really want to speak because I feel withdrawn from life. Like I am faded out.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

The day started with apathy and now I'm hiding anxiety based complex seizures.
When anxiety is so strong it actually brings seizures, regardless how small, I think it's time to throw the glove.

 

[cherub]

Rage.

 

[Never Free]

My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?

Probably despair

 

[not.happy201]

Strongest emotion today is probably melancholy. I just feel sad, but I'm not uncomfortable with it. Death is getting closer, every day.

 

[throwaway123]

despair.
don't know what else to say. Horrible feeling of helplessness and hopelessness. I've been having terrible nightmares and I can't sleep.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Crushing nostalgia mixed with regret over what could have been had I been led in the right direction and had I not made the mistakes I did.

 

[mediocre]

just so tired.
my body won't leave me alone.

 

[Jean4]

Dread that I just woke up, will have to do it again, and am counting the seconds until it's bedtime.

 

[sai96]

Exhaustion

 

[seekingoblivion]

Not good enough

 

[Flau]

Probably uselessness.
With a grain of salt, of course.

 

[Quinlor]

Sadness (will of crying all day)

 

[BabyYoda]

Anhedonia. Mostly I've been browsing this forum for the day instead of doing other things.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Loneliness. So much loneliness

 

[DepressoEspresso]

It's kinda funny how much you miss feeling sad or anxious when you usually feel nothing at all. For me, I feel numb. A complete detachment to reality, friends, family, and myself. Gotta love medications.

 

[Hollow]

I feel hollow.

 

[Conker]

Despair, hopelessness & uncertainty.

 

[JustAnotherSuicider]

Today I feel very awful, all I want right now is just to end my suffering. Loneliness hit me pretty hard.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Drunk

 

[Nemeshisu]

Drunk

I am not sure that is really an emotion but I've been feeling drunk today/yesterday too! High five!

 

[GinaIsReady]

Excited

 

[BabyYoda]

Anxious.

 

[mediocre]

so much physical pain my body won't leave me alone for one second.

 

[Moonicide]

Disappointment.

 

[throwaway123]

I'm not angry anymore, just sad.

 

[CyanideSoup]

Exhaustion. Oh and anxiety, so much anxiety.

 

[Flume]

I'm just broken.

 

[porfin1234]

Regret.....
I screamed in my car from the reality of the situation I've put myself in and the constant reminders of things I've thrown away impulsively. I couldn't stop the thoughts and kept thinking about going at the top of one of the buildings in my city and jumping. My chest hurts from all the screaming and I feel sick to my stomach realizing what a horribly stupid idiotic and grave mistake I made.

I want to kill my self but what's keeping me is I love dance and life in general and last year experienced what it was like to be healthy and connected. Plus fear of dying only being a repeat of the same. And I imagine jumping off building or mountain would be extremely scary and painful.

 

[MysticPerception]

Exhaustion. I'm sick right now so everything I do feels like it requires so much more energy.