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Mpez28892

Mpez28892

Am I or the others crazy?
Dec 15, 2019
28
Discociating the day away, what else is new...
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
I'm jumping between high anxiety and pure anger,
 
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Kaczka86

Kaczka86

Looking for...?
Dec 15, 2019
52
Loneliness for sure. I've been feeling really lonely recently. It sucks to be completely alone all the time when everyone around you have soo much fun with each other.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
In the span of the whole day? Let's see...
Suicidal, impulsive, fragile, numb, angry, sad, irritated, anxious, to finally coping.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
Horny! I never thought I would feel it again, but after having some depressing weeks, I had to do something, so I drank half a bottle of champagne, and met this guy (dating- app). Had a crazy sexy night and morning, and I feel so good!
Sounds like me yesterday except mines was more fun then sexy lol
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,452
powerless....will I ever be free?
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,451
The day started off fine and dwindled into anxiety. I'm showing first symptoms that a massive seizure is coming.
 
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NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
285
Emotional. I mean, what would you reply if your closest friend would confess that she knows that you will ctb soon and that she wants a tattoo dedicated to you? Gosh
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,452
just sadness. I'm completely drestoyed and I'm actually starting to accept that I can't change that.
I can't stand feeling this pain.
 
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Lotus

Lotus

Experienced
Dec 17, 2019
235
I feel guilty.
 
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not.happy201

Member
Dec 20, 2019
33
I just feel less anxious now, because I have finally managed to register an account on this forum. I'm gaining hope that things will get better, whether I live or die.
 
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Shero

Shero

Experienced
Dec 19, 2019
275
Today, a combination of anxiety, hatred and sadness. I felt always lonely for a long period of time, but now i can't differentiate anymore if its still here.
 
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LivingToLong

Experienced
Feb 23, 2019
259
My fingernails are getting chewed badly. I think I must be more anxious than normal.... no idea why.
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
Regret
 
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enjoy

enjoy

Creature
Dec 20, 2019
337
boredom. i'd really like to get out of the house for once. a scenic little drive while i listen to my favorite songs sounds so lovely right now.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Lost and restless.
 
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