throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Despair.
Can't believe I'm at this point.I can't fathom that I'll have to end my life by ctb to end this nightmare.. It all feels like a horrible nightmare I can't wake up from.
 
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J

j124m

New Member
Nov 2, 2019
2
Self hatred regret shame and fear. I am scared of living and I am scared of dying. I am scared of the unknown and am scared of leaving my parentd
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Pain and suffering. An overall uncomfortable ache of being human and existing in this moment in time.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Really extreme depression. I'm so sad.
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
The looming realization that, in the end, no one ever gave a f*ck about me.
 
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Flume

Flume

Villain
Oct 28, 2019
300
Heartbreak, she was the most perfect human I've ever met. Now she's having the time of her life while I'm planning my fucking suicide that whore.
 
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Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
stoned
 
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DevilInHell667

DevilInHell667

Member
Dec 6, 2019
73
Like I am waiting for something... I am waiting till my time comes to ctb
 
Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
530
Horny! I never thought I would feel it again, but after having some depressing weeks, I had to do something, so I drank half a bottle of champagne, and met this guy (dating- app). Had a crazy sexy night and morning, and I feel so good!
 
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my heart hurts

my heart hurts

Things could be worse, I guess.
May 29, 2019
112
I just want to feel something. The desire to express emotion is getting unbearable
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Tired. I'm tired of fighting. I don't have the energy nor the willpower to keep going like this. Something inside me just broke sometime I don't know when it was more of a process over the course of years.
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I feel absolutely miserable.
 
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