What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[Nem]

Homicide/suicide
Peace/hugs!

 

[Help_Me]

Strongest form of despair... i feel like i am trapped and there is no way to fix my life. Absolutely horrible feeling

 

[WhiteDespair]

Rage.

 

[Santiago]

Contentment. I've been feeling happier lately. Allows me to see things more clearly again.

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

Suicidal and planning. Anxiety

 

[CursedForDisaster]

I've distracted myself throughout the morning but now I'm back to focusing on how incapable at life I am and how shit of a person I am, now I'll probably be like this the rest of the day

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Exhaustion and numbness.

 

[Done at Fifty]

Desperation. I was sitting at work, slumped over my desk, with my work tags hanging around my neck like a cow bell and thinking how horribly boring things are. I'm also feeling like I only get bad luck. It just never ends and I want out of this cycle. I'd rather die.

 

[LonelyLight]

Very confused

 

[freefrommybody]

Worry. I may be killing myself soon, and I've spent the past days researching methods and thinking about whether it's really okay to commit suicide.

 

[xxsweetopheliaxx]

My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?

I feel melancholy. It's getting harder to stay positive. I want to become someone whom others can rely on and care about. But I feel like my life lacks any meaning or purpose, as though I'm just existing for no reason. Though I know many people probably feel a similar way, so I shouldn't let it get to me, right? Everybody suffers at least a little. Hopefully one of these days I can help bring meaning to the lives of others. Maybe one day we'll all find some in our own lives too.

Worry. I may be killing myself soon, and I've spent the past days researching methods and thinking about whether it's really okay to commit suicide.

As the site states, it's your choice but your existence is precious and I'm glad you're alive. I know it's difficult but I'm proud of you for hanging in there. Life is a bitch and it can be hellish for people to find happiness. But I'm glad you're alive today at this moment. Tomorrow is a new day. If your current life is making you prefer death, have you looked into just leaving everything, moving to a beautiful new city (state or country even), and restarting? It's never too late to restart your life. Never. I believe that you deserve to be happy and live beautifully.

 

[Saroshi]

Contentment, from forgetting impending stresses.

 

[Bluefish]

Regret, all day every day

 

[ReadyToMeetMyMaker]

Suicidal

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Anger against my future-ex-wife

 

[Fragile]

self pity, for all that could've been if i was born a normal person and not whatever genetic mistake i am.

 

[heylightiforgot]

Regret

 

[Hangm4n]

im just tired of life and having anxiety all day,i think that is what makes me angry

I feel that! Everyday anxiety it's like I'm chained to that feeling I can't escape it

 

[freefrommybody]

@gardeniaxxi

Thank you for being kind. At my age, though, it would be more like starting life than restarting it. I've thought about what I might want to be, and if I want to move away and live a number of lifestyles, but I don't think changing my surroundings would do much good. All of the factors in my life are already fine/good, except for one- me. It's like how (95)(2)(4)(0) is still equal to just 0.

Besides, there's nothing I really care about doing enough in life that I would consider it preferable to simply being dead. I've come to the conclusion that living is not something that could be to my own benefit. If I live, it will be because I'm afraid to act decisively, I have a small hope that I might be of some use to someone else, and/or I feel guilty about how some of my family would take my death.

 

[SlackJim]

detached, worthlessness

 

[readybready]

Love for someone who doesn't love me back

 

[Lefty]

Stressed

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

Done.

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

Loneliness

 

[Little Mook]

Disgust

 

[Sweet emotion]

Sadness

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Fear

 

[Moonicide]

Numb, indifferent, tired.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

The first part of my day was great. Some people who matter for me have been very kind with me and I felt they love me. The evening is horrible, I'm trapped with the person who bullies me and think only of catching the bus. Fortunately I have the SN stuff, it relieves me.

 

[End Piece]

Unattractive. I won't even go see my man cuz I feel so ugly.