What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[clownangel]

Empty

 

[stellabelle]

Fear. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of being left. I'm afraid of the future. I'm afraid of a lot of things.

 

[Lethe]

Despair

 

[ALiflessDreamerOtaku]

same man loneliness
I feel lonely all the time cause I have no friends and my life doesn't encapsulate a meaning
I'm stuck in a freakin school and fail everything
I don't have friends and I just get bullied at school
And sad as well cause I always wanna live as in an anime and find my meaning but I just can't freakin leave this shit

Despair

Same ur not alone

 

[Lethe]

same man loneliness
I feel lonely all the time cause I have no friends and my life doesn't encapsulate a meaning
I'm stuck in a freakin school and fail everything
I don't have friends and I just get bullied at school
And sad as well cause I always wanna live as in an anime and find my meaning but I just can't freakin leave this shit


Same ur not alone

Idk, living as in an anime probably isn't all it's cracked up to be. Those Kamehameha blasts probably hurt like a bitch.

Also you sound pretty young, I wish you would consider other options before coming to this site.

 

[AnonymouslyBlue]

Detached

 

[Susannah]

The last few days; in love:)

 

[stellabelle]

Fat

 

[livingded]

Depression. It will change in hours or days.

 

[woxihuanni]

Frustration.

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Unhappy

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Hopeless

 

[RedAlert]

Contentment.

 

[StillWaiting]

Feeling helpless

 

[Sweet emotion]

FEAR

 

[LonelyLight]

Angry and frustrated

 

[Let'sgetoutofHERE]

So today has been one of the worst and most suicidal ones in a long time (I went to a party yesterday and people didn't want to talk to me, I feel like such a bad person in general but this is an ongoing struggle, also I haven't slept) but something positive happened. An acquaintance replied to my email after 20 days and said that my email had made her happy and that she was looking forward to meeting me the next time. I was so surprised, I thought she didn't like me, I didn't think shed reply at all tbh. That felt pretty great!

 

[Susannah]

Disappointment

Angry and frustrated

Me too

FEAR

I send you my love and understanding

 

[Meeseeks]

Tired and lonely

 

[Lefty]

Worried

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Sorrowful. Just absolutely miserable.

 

[Supersadmommy90]

Worry over my love interests and the balancing act which pursuing them necessitates. I feel lonely and like I wish I could be held and stroked. I feel love starved and desperate to figure out a better situation for myself in this regard so that my will to live is affirmed instead of shit upon. Basically.

 

[MisanthropicLycan]

Self-loathing and despair.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Hmm
Angry and frustrated
Im just so lost and confused and simply tired of it all

 

[Bagger]

False hope is the strongest shit I felt recently, fuck

 

[Flume]

Anger. Knowing that no one gives a shit about me... while everyday is a fucking hell, tears me apart to say the least.

 

[NotForThisWorld]

Feel like shit

 

[WhiteDespair]

Kinda sleepy atm.
This morning was a weird happy sadness.

 

[sammii]

Mostly anxiety today.

 

[purplemoon]

Despair

Every time I think it's finally going to get a little bit better, there's more chaos caused by selfish people out there.

my entire nervous system is exhausted repeatedly.
i wish i could just ctb right now, but cannot afford a private mailbox yet to order SN.

People's greed with charging astronomical excessive rent puts me and millions of others under daily stress and fear of homelessness. it feels like terror to me with my PTSD.

But that's capitalism in USA especially...
why should i ever have children just so they can suffer too? No way, and i refuse to ever procreate life in this horrifyingly cruel society. No family, no love, nothing.

I've tried all my life to find a nice man, and all I find are either users or abusers. There are very few friends that actually care, there's no love, almost no joy, no goodness here.

America just has a brutal, heartless, ruthless system that couldn't care less if kind or innocent suffer, those in power do NOTHING TO HELP.

please help me die so i can finally have some joy in my existence beyond just a few minutes occasionally.

It's only Going to get worse for me, as I get older and more physically limited, with no resources. I'm tired of suffering and struggling to survive for what?

just More suffering and struggling the next week?!? God's experiment is too difficult.

What's the point of perfecting my soul, it's plenty good enough right now as it is.

I don't belong in this horrible place, like many of us here just hoping to escape.

That's my only hope in life, to die.